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74 msgs on FB. Hundreds of texts per day. March, 15th was the start.
Nth special, just an ordinary day with an ordinary guy coming into my life.
We began chatting on FB, all sorts of topics, getting along real well. Both scorpions.
He is someone who gets fascinated by my name. God knows why. Haha.
He has a burning passion for music. I presume normally people will nt tell strangers or rather not-so-close friends about yr life/personal goals. He is one of a kind that shares his w me. Lol.
Overall, here's a summary of what i think abt him.
Personality: Pass
Character:Pass
Attitude:Pass, positive.
Age:Nt a prob?
Looks: Only shallow people will judge on that. As long as you are blessed w a decent look, that's fine.

March, 29th.
Went town w him. First meet up. Thought you might be able to create a long lasting impression. But well, as you started to talk to me, I felt offended. This is totally not abt me being petty or whatsoever.
You tried to control me like I'm yr robot. Is that it?
When Im just purely texting for that mere seconds, you said that im being very rude. Its nt as if im nt listening to u. Come on, who do you think you are ? Try to control me on our first meet up. Bullshit. _|_

As we entered the various shops that you went, I hear you rant non-stop abt the thigs. But actually, I dont have any interest to listen to you. I guess we have different interests.
Getting close to me aint a easy job at all. I mentioned before. I was disappointed w you. Yet, u dk the truth that lies behind it. U have the right to know it anyway. So i decided to break the news to you. This is done not to hurt you but solely to let u know im unpleasant abt it. Keeping mum abt smth im nt pleasant with is simply nt my style. take it or leave it. (:
I like to make my stand clear and nt waste time. Similarly, I woldnt want u to waste yr time an deffort on me any longer.

Now that we cleared the air up, still friends (;
Things have changed, yr life has to go on.
I wish all the best in yr life. Hope u attain yr dream one day, Nigel.

once yr penpal (:

Dum dee dee dum~
Class chalet was on 23-25 March @ Costa Sands Resort<3
Indoor movies, teevee, and chatting.
I can say that, aft this chalet, there's an increased level of racism between chi and malay!
A great amount of tolerance was tested again and again. Luckily it didnt bomb (:
So here's up on our chalet. Not many pics though (;
 Dinner @ 85!
 Post dinner @ IKEA!
 Red shirt on twister- JC student eh?
















You're so irritiating, my gosh.. Why keep pestering me, we're over alr since 3 years ago.. Dont blame me for being so heartless towards you, san nian qian, zai wo zui xu yao ni de shi hou, ni que xiang wo sa huang. Hai shi yi ge lan tou de huang yan!
Anyways, sch is so boring these few days cos of phase test, had been rotting in class for hours.
Tio no prior reservation for phase test. Lucky i still manage to handle the situation and ms fun took in my upsell! (:
Chi new year was never the same, nevertheless still fun-filled w love (:










So now is 2nd session of PMS. Putting billing, posting and payment into practice. All to the way to 4pm. Woosh, hate mondayss!! Sorry peeps for not updating for sooooo lonnnggggggg!! From the part when i was working @ four seasons till i left for HK. Basically it was a nice experience working in F&B, collegues were all funny people EXCEPT FOR ONE PARTICULAR PERSON!!! SHE REALLY REALLY PUSHED US TO THE LIMIT! MY GOSH...

HK WAS AWESOME TRIP!!! :DD
Been to those places whereby i went before, so it was the people that matters (:
Will post the pics soon^^ (not all of cos, for more, check out @ FB! )
The hotels we went to visit at macau were all simply cool shitz!!
Hotels that we went to Grand Hyatt, Venetian and HARD ROCK HOTEL!!!
Got to log off for class! (:

She's here in my dreams again. I know its a gd thing, but i just cant seem to differentiate between dream and reality. However, i know clearly that at the point of time when i wake up its a cold hard fact. I just want to say you're nv forgotten in my heart and mind. Even though its been 8 months (:

''Whatever our struggles and truimphs is, however we may suffer them, all too soon they will bleed into watery ink on paper"

okay, so today is just another normal day in sch. *spells B-O-R-I-N-G*
Really dread the time spent in sch. i dont mean time wasted in education, its just that the long hours spent each day and the things we do dont tally somehow. (:
Anyway, we cant do anything right, just a fking sch kid waiting to complete this level of education.

Hmm, what els i want to blog?
I guess i want to stop counting the years. Its really a torment.
Im addicted to this song:








So is the 4th day of sch. And it really sucks as usual. Waking up at 6am everyday and going hm at evening.
blahblahblah. Lessons are super dry, Mr E sucks. Love his bowties a lot, gona cut it away if he irritiates me. Make him CRY!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! && finally today lunch at matrix and not eco! Once in a while change venue ma, really getting sian of usual food centre .

Yes yes yes fml seriously, hols are over. Now is time to get back to the norms.
I haven adapt back to the lifestyle that i used to had, waking at 6am. Instead, i wake up at 2-3pm everyday for this friggggging whole month. Tmr late for sch hoseh liao lo. Ms fun will screw me and yimin. :p
Gona be the start of  a new sem, new modules will be up. Diffculty level bound to increase. blahblahblah.
Btw, my results arent that gd. Got A for cmb, B for bev, and 2 C for ofa and etp. Gpa=2.8
Fk, gotta make this increase the next time round. My HC peeps: Dont frown over this okay! FIGHTING!!! (;
Enough of sch stuff.

My life... ups and downs. Used to it. Sometimes i just feel that my existence is lik a burden to ppl? Im practically talking to the air most of the time.  This is not some juvenile action to gain attention huh, so dont get me wrong. I wont stoop to such a thing Lol! (:
Aiya forget it la, if this is what you people want, just tell me straight ok.

I want my friends, families around me to be happy. My dear cousin, if you happen to pop by my blog, this is to you. Never let any guy get you down alright, gotta move on in life. There's too much wonderful things in life for you to appreciate and explore. (: Whatever happens, i'll be by yr side. So dont worry k. S-M-I-L-E-S! (:

                                                            我们背对背拥抱~~wooo`ooh
                                   This pic is supposed to have 8 people only! Steffen brother extra only! :p


                                                              The coolest teacher ever! (:
                                5/10 of my clique!
                                                                                                  I must say she's also a rocker teacher! :D


 YI MIN HENG & HEIDI HENG ARE GONNA BE GO HOME KHAKIS FOR EACH OTHER THROUGHOUT OUR COLLEGE LIFE! (: (:

MAY! Always asking me to shut up! :x Nevertheless, you're not hated by me! HEHE! 


                               MY ANOTHER ROCKER BUDDY- ASYFAF!!! ROCK TILL THE END!!!





HC'S CLASS BBQ WAS A FAWESOME ONE! ♥
With the jokeable teacher (Ms fun) and funneh popo classmates, HC is a class full of nonsense & laughter! 
The bbq was a fun one at bukit batok. Springdale condo!  
Made a stupid blunder, that i want to drink the red wine but instead it was a white wine. 
I still say till confidently that : "Ms fun, RED WINE IS GOOD FOR HEALTH"
And i kena laughed at! Sorry la, nv see properly ma~
Drank a bit of white wine and 2 cups of heineken! Shiok ttm!! 
After bbq, bused to woodlands and wanted to take 168 home. 
But yimin was late in meeting chloe for the movies, hence we cabbed home.
Anyways, I really adored my life right now, though its tiring with projects coming & coming! 
But i feel that i'm living my life to the fullest! & that's all it matters! :D
Etp project 2 is over le! But upcoming is etp project 3, and is about financing! Omg liao lo!
Swimming lessons in sch are a troublesome thing for us, esp with limited time and constraints here and there!
I want to offically declare that lvl 6 outside the LT that overlooks the stadium is my fav spot everytime i feel emo! There is a continuous free flow of wind that it makes you feels that your troubles are being blown away!
But everytime, i stand there and ponder stuffs, michelle tay will know what i'm thinking abt. Haha. 
(:

A little confession to my beloved ah ma, you're never forgotten but rahter etched in my heart forever! And it will always remain as it is!
AH MA, 我好想你! ;(


-Sealed with love, DEAR GOD can you help me pass this letter to my ah ma when you see her in heaven? Thank you God and AMEN! (:

74 msgs on FB. Hundreds of texts per day. March, 15th was the start.
Nth special, just an ordinary day with an ordinary guy coming into my life.
We began chatting on FB, all sorts of topics, getting along real well. Both scorpions.
He is someone who gets fascinated by my name. God knows why. Haha.
He has a burning passion for music. I presume normally people will nt tell strangers or rather not-so-close friends about yr life/personal goals. He is one of a kind that shares his w me. Lol.
Overall, here's a summary of what i think abt him.
Personality: Pass
Character:Pass
Attitude:Pass, positive.
Age:Nt a prob?
Looks: Only shallow people will judge on that. As long as you are blessed w a decent look, that's fine.

March, 29th.
Went town w him. First meet up. Thought you might be able to create a long lasting impression. But well, as you started to talk to me, I felt offended. This is totally not abt me being petty or whatsoever.
You tried to control me like I'm yr robot. Is that it?
When Im just purely texting for that mere seconds, you said that im being very rude. Its nt as if im nt listening to u. Come on, who do you think you are ? Try to control me on our first meet up. Bullshit. _|_

As we entered the various shops that you went, I hear you rant non-stop abt the thigs. But actually, I dont have any interest to listen to you. I guess we have different interests.
Getting close to me aint a easy job at all. I mentioned before. I was disappointed w you. Yet, u dk the truth that lies behind it. U have the right to know it anyway. So i decided to break the news to you. This is done not to hurt you but solely to let u know im unpleasant abt it. Keeping mum abt smth im nt pleasant with is simply nt my style. take it or leave it. (:
I like to make my stand clear and nt waste time. Similarly, I woldnt want u to waste yr time an deffort on me any longer.

Now that we cleared the air up, still friends (;
Things have changed, yr life has to go on.
I wish all the best in yr life. Hope u attain yr dream one day, Nigel.

once yr penpal (:

Dum dee dee dum~
Class chalet was on 23-25 March @ Costa Sands Resort<3
Indoor movies, teevee, and chatting.
I can say that, aft this chalet, there's an increased level of racism between chi and malay!
A great amount of tolerance was tested again and again. Luckily it didnt bomb (:
So here's up on our chalet. Not many pics though (;
 Dinner @ 85!
 Post dinner @ IKEA!
 Red shirt on twister- JC student eh?
















You're so irritiating, my gosh.. Why keep pestering me, we're over alr since 3 years ago.. Dont blame me for being so heartless towards you, san nian qian, zai wo zui xu yao ni de shi hou, ni que xiang wo sa huang. Hai shi yi ge lan tou de huang yan!
Anyways, sch is so boring these few days cos of phase test, had been rotting in class for hours.
Tio no prior reservation for phase test. Lucky i still manage to handle the situation and ms fun took in my upsell! (:
Chi new year was never the same, nevertheless still fun-filled w love (:










So now is 2nd session of PMS. Putting billing, posting and payment into practice. All to the way to 4pm. Woosh, hate mondayss!! Sorry peeps for not updating for sooooo lonnnggggggg!! From the part when i was working @ four seasons till i left for HK. Basically it was a nice experience working in F&B, collegues were all funny people EXCEPT FOR ONE PARTICULAR PERSON!!! SHE REALLY REALLY PUSHED US TO THE LIMIT! MY GOSH...

HK WAS AWESOME TRIP!!! :DD
Been to those places whereby i went before, so it was the people that matters (:
Will post the pics soon^^ (not all of cos, for more, check out @ FB! )
The hotels we went to visit at macau were all simply cool shitz!!
Hotels that we went to Grand Hyatt, Venetian and HARD ROCK HOTEL!!!
Got to log off for class! (:

She's here in my dreams again. I know its a gd thing, but i just cant seem to differentiate between dream and reality. However, i know clearly that at the point of time when i wake up its a cold hard fact. I just want to say you're nv forgotten in my heart and mind. Even though its been 8 months (:

''Whatever our struggles and truimphs is, however we may suffer them, all too soon they will bleed into watery ink on paper"

okay, so today is just another normal day in sch. *spells B-O-R-I-N-G*
Really dread the time spent in sch. i dont mean time wasted in education, its just that the long hours spent each day and the things we do dont tally somehow. (:
Anyway, we cant do anything right, just a fking sch kid waiting to complete this level of education.

Hmm, what els i want to blog?
I guess i want to stop counting the years. Its really a torment.
Im addicted to this song:








So is the 4th day of sch. And it really sucks as usual. Waking up at 6am everyday and going hm at evening.
blahblahblah. Lessons are super dry, Mr E sucks. Love his bowties a lot, gona cut it away if he irritiates me. Make him CRY!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! && finally today lunch at matrix and not eco! Once in a while change venue ma, really getting sian of usual food centre .

Yes yes yes fml seriously, hols are over. Now is time to get back to the norms.
I haven adapt back to the lifestyle that i used to had, waking at 6am. Instead, i wake up at 2-3pm everyday for this friggggging whole month. Tmr late for sch hoseh liao lo. Ms fun will screw me and yimin. :p
Gona be the start of  a new sem, new modules will be up. Diffculty level bound to increase. blahblahblah.
Btw, my results arent that gd. Got A for cmb, B for bev, and 2 C for ofa and etp. Gpa=2.8
Fk, gotta make this increase the next time round. My HC peeps: Dont frown over this okay! FIGHTING!!! (;
Enough of sch stuff.

My life... ups and downs. Used to it. Sometimes i just feel that my existence is lik a burden to ppl? Im practically talking to the air most of the time.  This is not some juvenile action to gain attention huh, so dont get me wrong. I wont stoop to such a thing Lol! (:
Aiya forget it la, if this is what you people want, just tell me straight ok.

I want my friends, families around me to be happy. My dear cousin, if you happen to pop by my blog, this is to you. Never let any guy get you down alright, gotta move on in life. There's too much wonderful things in life for you to appreciate and explore. (: Whatever happens, i'll be by yr side. So dont worry k. S-M-I-L-E-S! (:

                                                            我们背对背拥抱~~wooo`ooh
                                   This pic is supposed to have 8 people only! Steffen brother extra only! :p


                                                              The coolest teacher ever! (:
                                5/10 of my clique!
                                                                                                  I must say she's also a rocker teacher! :D


 YI MIN HENG & HEIDI HENG ARE GONNA BE GO HOME KHAKIS FOR EACH OTHER THROUGHOUT OUR COLLEGE LIFE! (: (:

MAY! Always asking me to shut up! :x Nevertheless, you're not hated by me! HEHE! 


                               MY ANOTHER ROCKER BUDDY- ASYFAF!!! ROCK TILL THE END!!!





HC'S CLASS BBQ WAS A FAWESOME ONE! ♥
With the jokeable teacher (Ms fun) and funneh popo classmates, HC is a class full of nonsense & laughter! 
The bbq was a fun one at bukit batok. Springdale condo!  
Made a stupid blunder, that i want to drink the red wine but instead it was a white wine. 
I still say till confidently that : "Ms fun, RED WINE IS GOOD FOR HEALTH"
And i kena laughed at! Sorry la, nv see properly ma~
Drank a bit of white wine and 2 cups of heineken! Shiok ttm!! 
After bbq, bused to woodlands and wanted to take 168 home. 
But yimin was late in meeting chloe for the movies, hence we cabbed home.
Anyways, I really adored my life right now, though its tiring with projects coming & coming! 
But i feel that i'm living my life to the fullest! & that's all it matters! :D
Etp project 2 is over le! But upcoming is etp project 3, and is about financing! Omg liao lo!
Swimming lessons in sch are a troublesome thing for us, esp with limited time and constraints here and there!
I want to offically declare that lvl 6 outside the LT that overlooks the stadium is my fav spot everytime i feel emo! There is a continuous free flow of wind that it makes you feels that your troubles are being blown away!
But everytime, i stand there and ponder stuffs, michelle tay will know what i'm thinking abt. Haha. 
(:

A little confession to my beloved ah ma, you're never forgotten but rahter etched in my heart forever! And it will always remain as it is!
AH MA, 我好想你! ;(


-Sealed with love, DEAR GOD can you help me pass this letter to my ah ma when you see her in heaven? Thank you God and AMEN! (:

Heidi Heng. 10.11.92 Iced coffee, Balloons, Bubbles, Blythe dolls, Chocolates, Disneyland, Flowers, The seven adored jiemeis, Travelling, Rainbow, Sunset, Star gazing

Hueiyin / Kanghui/ Mistress/ Darling/ Yanwen/
Chloe/ Hui Jun/ Jessica/ May/ Michelle Mai/
Eda / Jamila / Jasmine / Jason/ Rachel/ Sinling/ Yiling/
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