Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Im not happy :( @ 3:00 AM
i know i know, deep down inside me IM NOT HAPPY!
IM SAD!
IM HEARTBROKEN!
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im on th brink of crying out loud.
i know i shouldnt cry over you-not worth!
bt i just couldnt tak it anymore :((
i told myself ' ignore him lah, forget abt him'
HEIDI: dont tak it seriously lah, he's just playing a fool out of you! Aft playing, he will throw you aside! Even when he walk past you, he act as though you are invisible, strangers!
If i were given a chance t tell you smth, i will tell you tht' you're nothing, even if i burn you, your ashes will cause air&waste pollution! (ps: my friends, i realise tht im abit not tht nice in th way tht i speak right nw! :x)
Normally, im not lik tht da, so dont worry! (;
BUT.. if you mak me hate you, hohoho THTS IT! (you will get th same treatment!)
I still hate you- Th end!
oh fine, im getting emo right here. SMILEEE, HEIDI! ((:
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hey guys, last night was scary, yea?
suddenly it was v windy, and th trees sway lik one kind -.-
i was quite frightened :x
nurruddin thought tht it was hurricane and it's end of th world!
actually i also think so and i kept telling mummy tht ' v scary hor'
at first, she laughed at me thn she went t th toliet.
aft she came out, she came t my room and told me tht ' i can hear th loud howling sound inside, rly v scary lei'
ahahaha! (:
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today
went for sectional at 8am
when i was walking up th stairs alone, it was quite dark and windy *whooo... GOOSEBUMPS*
im th alone one who turn up in percussion!
but luckily, adam came at around 9 plus (my saviour)
bus-ed home w sean,kaili,minhui and nurruddin!
sean and nurruddin are really my best bus buddies!
they nv fail t mak me laugh by their bickering! ahaha! :D
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oh btw, YUCHEN AHS!!!!
there's no need t keep t th promise tht you made t me - im serious im serious!
even if one day u break your promise, i wont blame you for tht!
oh come on, its just a small matter! (:
he's a nice guy i can say. caring t girls. ( 1 of my conditions! :p)
anyway, t those guys tht i have let you down, i would lik t say SORRY!
bcos... before accepting a new relationship, i should learn t let go first! (;
''在接受别人之前, 应该先懂得放开过去'' (chi version)- ahaha quotation from me, nt bad right? (: