Bleeding love ):

2011-04-09T13:04:00.002-05:00

2011-04-07T03:58:00.000-05:00

74 msgs on FB. Hundreds of texts per day. March, 15th was the start.
Nth special, just an ordinary day with an ordinary guy coming into my life.
We began chatting on FB, all sorts of topics, getting along real well. Both scorpions.
He is someone who gets fascinated by my name. God knows why. Haha.
He has a burning passion for music. I presume normally people will nt tell strangers or rather not-so-close friends about yr life/personal goals. He is one of a kind that shares his w me. Lol.
Overall, here's a summary of what i think abt him.
Personality: Pass
Character:Pass
Attitude:Pass, positive.
Age:Nt a prob?
Looks: Only shallow people will judge on that. As long as you are blessed w a decent look, that's fine.

March, 29th.
Went town w him. First meet up. Thought you might be able to create a long lasting impression. But well, as you started to talk to me, I felt offended. This is totally not abt me being petty or whatsoever.
You tried to control me like I'm yr robot. Is that it?
When Im just purely texting for that mere seconds, you said that im being very rude. Its nt as if im nt listening to u. Come on, who do you think you are ? Try to control me on our first meet up. Bullshit. _|_

As we entered the various shops that you went, I hear you rant non-stop abt the thigs. But actually, I dont have any interest to listen to you. I guess we have different interests.
Getting close to me aint a easy job at all. I mentioned before. I was disappointed w you. Yet, u dk the truth that lies behind it. U have the right to know it anyway. So i decided to break the news to you. This is done not to hurt you but solely to let u know im unpleasant abt it. Keeping mum abt smth im nt pleasant with is simply nt my style. take it or leave it. (:
I like to make my stand clear and nt waste time. Similarly, I woldnt want u to waste yr time an deffort on me any longer.

Now that we cleared the air up, still friends (;
Things have changed, yr life has to go on.
I wish all the best in yr life. Hope u attain yr dream one day, Nigel.

once yr penpal (:

2011-03-27T03:17:00.000-06:00

Dum dee dee dum~
Class chalet was on 23-25 March @ Costa Sands Resort<3
Indoor movies, teevee, and chatting.
I can say that, aft this chalet, there's an increased level of racism between chi and malay!
A great amount of tolerance was tested again and again. Luckily it didnt bomb (:
So here's up on our chalet. Not many pics though (;

Dinner @ 85!

Post dinner @ IKEA!

Red shirt on twister- JC student eh?

2011-02-19T06:41:00.000-06:00

You're so irritiating, my gosh.. Why keep pestering me, we're over alr since 3 years ago.. Dont blame me for being so heartless towards you, san nian qian, zai wo zui xu yao ni de shi hou, ni que xiang wo sa huang. Hai shi yi ge lan tou de huang yan!
Anyways, sch is so boring these few days cos of phase test, had been rotting in class for hours.
Tio no prior reservation for phase test. Lucky i still manage to handle the situation and ms fun took in my upsell! (:
Chi new year was never the same, nevertheless still fun-filled w love (:

2011-01-24T01:12:00.000-06:00

So now is 2nd session of PMS. Putting billing, posting and payment into practice. All to the way to 4pm. Woosh, hate mondayss!! Sorry peeps for not updating for sooooo lonnnggggggg!! From the part when i was working @ four seasons till i left for HK. Basically it was a nice experience working in F&B, collegues were all funny people EXCEPT FOR ONE PARTICULAR PERSON!!! SHE REALLY REALLY PUSHED US TO THE LIMIT! MY GOSH...

HK WAS AWESOME TRIP!!! :DD
Been to those places whereby i went before, so it was the people that matters (:
Will post the pics soon^^ (not all of cos, for more, check out @ FB! )
The hotels we went to visit at macau were all simply cool shitz!!
Hotels that we went to Grand Hyatt, Venetian and HARD ROCK HOTEL!!!
Got to log off for class! (:

2010-12-12T20:17:00.002-06:00

She's here in my dreams again. I know its a gd thing, but i just cant seem to differentiate between dream and reality. However, i know clearly that at the point of time when i wake up its a cold hard fact. I just want to say you're nv forgotten in my heart and mind. Even though its been 8 months (:

''Whatever our struggles and truimphs is, however we may suffer them, all too soon they will bleed into watery ink on paper"

okay, so today is just another normal day in sch. *spells B-O-R-I-N-G*
Really dread the time spent in sch. i dont mean time wasted in education, its just that the long hours spent each day and the things we do dont tally somehow. (:
Anyway, we cant do anything right, just a fking sch kid waiting to complete this level of education.

Hmm, what els i want to blog?
I guess i want to stop counting the years. Its really a torment.
Im addicted to this song:

2010-11-20T03:33:00.001-06:00

2010-10-14T01:18:00.000-05:00

So is the 4th day of sch. And it really sucks as usual. Waking up at 6am everyday and going hm at evening.
blahblahblah. Lessons are super dry, Mr E sucks. Love his bowties a lot, gona cut it away if he irritiates me. Make him CRY!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! && finally today lunch at matrix and not eco! Once in a while change venue ma, really getting sian of usual food centre .

2010-10-10T10:12:00.000-05:00

Yes yes yes fml seriously, hols are over. Now is time to get back to the norms.
I haven adapt back to the lifestyle that i used to had, waking at 6am. Instead, i wake up at 2-3pm everyday for this friggggging whole month. Tmr late for sch hoseh liao lo. Ms fun will screw me and yimin. :p
Gona be the start of a new sem, new modules will be up. Diffculty level bound to increase. blahblahblah.
Btw, my results arent that gd. Got A for cmb, B for bev, and 2 C for ofa and etp. Gpa=2.8
Fk, gotta make this increase the next time round. My HC peeps: Dont frown over this okay! FIGHTING!!! (;
Enough of sch stuff.

My life... ups and downs. Used to it. Sometimes i just feel that my existence is lik a burden to ppl? Im practically talking to the air most of the time. This is not some juvenile action to gain attention huh, so dont get me wrong. I wont stoop to such a thing Lol! (:
Aiya forget it la, if this is what you people want, just tell me straight ok.

I want my friends, families around me to be happy. My dear cousin, if you happen to pop by my blog, this is to you. Never let any guy get you down alright, gotta move on in life. There's too much wonderful things in life for you to appreciate and explore. (: Whatever happens, i'll be by yr side. So dont worry k. S-M-I-L-E-S! (:

2010-08-01T05:42:00.000-05:00

我们背对背拥抱~~wooo`ooh

This pic is supposed to have 8 people only! Steffen brother extra only! :p

The coolest teacher ever! (:

5/10 of my clique!
I must say she's also a rocker teacher! :D

YI MIN HENG & HEIDI HENG ARE GONNA BE GO HOME KHAKIS FOR EACH OTHER THROUGHOUT OUR COLLEGE LIFE! (: (:

MAY! Always asking me to shut up! :x Nevertheless, you're not hated by me! HEHE!

MY ANOTHER ROCKER BUDDY- ASYFAF!!! ROCK TILL THE END!!!

HC'S CLASS BBQ WAS A FAWESOME ONE! ♥
With the jokeable teacher (Ms fun) and funneh popo classmates, HC is a class full of nonsense & laughter!
The bbq was a fun one at bukit batok. Springdale condo!
Made a stupid blunder, that i want to drink the red wine but instead it was a white wine.
I still say till confidently that : "Ms fun, RED WINE IS GOOD FOR HEALTH"
And i kena laughed at! Sorry la, nv see properly ma~
Drank a bit of white wine and 2 cups of heineken! Shiok ttm!!
After bbq, bused to woodlands and wanted to take 168 home.
But yimin was late in meeting chloe for the movies, hence we cabbed home.
Anyways, I really adored my life right now, though its tiring with projects coming & coming!
But i feel that i'm living my life to the fullest! & that's all it matters! :D
Etp project 2 is over le! But upcoming is etp project 3, and is about financing! Omg liao lo!
Swimming lessons in sch are a troublesome thing for us, esp with limited time and constraints here and there!
I want to offically declare that lvl 6 outside the LT that overlooks the stadium is my fav spot everytime i feel emo! There is a continuous free flow of wind that it makes you feels that your troubles are being blown away!
But everytime, i stand there and ponder stuffs, michelle tay will know what i'm thinking abt. Haha.
(:

A little confession to my beloved ah ma, you're never forgotten but rahter etched in my heart forever! And it will always remain as it is!
AH MA, 我好想你! ;(

-Sealed with love, DEAR GOD can you help me pass this letter to my ah ma when you see her in heaven? Thank you God and AMEN! (:

2010-06-07T00:40:00.000-05:00

Just got to know that you are in overseas nao. Wonder where are you at nao?
What do you say when two people from the same island meet each other on the other island? So pure coincidence. How i envy that.
I also wish to see you there. But, so far, i have only see ya at that place just once. I guess there's not much fate between us. However, during that day, you chose to ignore me which breaks my heart completely.
How can it be that two people who was once so close become two strangers?
I understand that you want it that way, so i carried on with the pretence.
By not acknowleging to you, does not mean that i dont know abt it but it means that i would rather forget abt it.
I'm always thinking of you, why dont you start thinking of me too?
I dont wish to bear it anymore, but i dont have a choice.
Its like forever cant get you outta of my head. This is so frustrating.

2010-06-05T08:23:00.000-05:00

Recently, there have been a lot of tests such as BEV and OFA. Not only that, 3 projects coming up.
1. CMB role play
2. ETP Project 2 (Marketing)
3. BEV case study
S-T-R-E-S-S is building up in my head. Gona burst out soon.
Was actually planning to chiong go work during the upcoming projects but because of all these projects, got to forsake it.
This reminds me of my 2 money-making opportunities by what Ms fun had offered us. The first one is to work at Marina Bay Sands as F&B people. $7/hr. The second one is to be a facility coordinator at F1! F1 EH F1!!!!!! Maybe there's a chance to see LEWIS HAMILTON sia!!!!!!! Guess what? From 18th to 30th Sept=$1,300!!!! Omgzxzzzzz de goooddd laaaahhhhh!!!
However, i miss that 2 opportunities! :(((((((((((((
Today went to MINDS CAFE to have a get-together w Kanghui, Limin, Minhui, Steph, Hueiyin, Jason, Jordan, Sebastian and Mingshu and played their board games.
Its super funny cannnn. Esp when we played Mumbo jumbo and First hand! (:
I always love sat gatherings w them. Had a lot of fun.
Its 6 when we ended the game and i got to go east coast for dinner along w my dearest eda and her fam.
But, bro still not back from camp yet even till now (Time Check: 9.22pm)
My gosh, my tummy is growling and growling.
I'm always grumpy and restless in sch. So sick of the canteen food and everything there.
Perhaps its the enviroment there that makes me irk.
But its okay, i no longer have to be sick and tired of all these. Cos next week will be my last week in clementi alr.
After sch reopens after the hols, i will be in the new campus alr. WOOHOO!
Everything will be brand new and i'm very anticipated to go there! :DDDD

2010-05-13T01:52:00.000-05:00

Just had attire check at LT.
I had no prob w that. Passed. However, i think other classes attire's are far worse than my class lo.
Why only our class is said to be the one bringing down the reputation. WTF LA!
I think its rather unfair lo! ):
Sch is so stressful, had to be mindful of your grroming and attire.
Must greet lecturers when you see them. blahblah.
Why cant we just get into the topic itself and get started!
How i wish to quickly complete what is required and get attached and leave this place.
Maybe not leaving CCK campus but clementi instead.
I hate this place.

2010-05-11T01:43:00.000-05:00

Time check: 2.15pm
Just came back to sch for class till 4pm
Had a 2 hr break earlier on, headed off to IMM for fish & co.
Ate 'the best f&c in town', but its nt as fantastic as i wanted it to be ):
Was kinda sick of it after a few mouthfuls.
Anw, happy mothers day! (Ah ma: its diff w/o you, i still think of you every nw and then in my life. You will not be forgotten in my life. I can assure you that. Thanks for bringing joy and peace to the family)
Yesterday my tears nearly flowed down in class as i browse the pics in my phone and tot of the fond memories we shared.
I ought to remember this line: 'Death gives us a positive impact in life' -Author unknown
SW lesson was cancelled again! WTF! But also cant go home early as there is a survey thingy going on later.
As of july onwards, my campus will be moved to cck via teck whye.
So how do i get there? Good question!
I dont know yet. i have 2 ways. Either by bus 67, or take train to jurong east, change to cck and change to LRT. But i have a feeling either ways will also take up 2 hours of my time. NICE! -.-
However, i think i wont regret going there as the facilities there wowed me upon hearing it.
My classmate (Hui jun) scared the shit out of me yesterday, by saying that there was a black patch of 'thing' touching my back in class. Maybe somebody wont believe, but yes, i believed that it was true.
As i was petrified by the story, one of my lecturer told us in the morning.
It's quite dumb of me to believe her aft realising that she maked up the story.
Going out this friday w my girls as stated 14 may. Doing etp project on sat! Great time management eh?
we know! :DDD

2010-04-06T12:17:00.000-05:00

Previously, stayed overnight at CGH w eda! (;
Ordered mac delivery to the hospital for our late supper.
It was a whole new experience to be sitting on the floor and dining.
Passers-by kept looking at the two of us. Lol.
We seemed lik having a picnic over there.
And there's this guy situated not far from us kept creating unneccessary noise from his phone.
So, we decided to slightly blast JJ's 100 tian. Haha naughty of us :P
Afterwhich, we make ourselves comfortable by carrying other chairs just to place our legs on it.
We tried to sleep, but couldnt do so. In the end, we didnt slept a wink.
Shared my neoprints w her, chit-chatted till early morning.
Cabbed home then she headed off to chester's hse.
Reached home at 6am. Washed up and sprinted off to bed.

It just happened too sudden. Nobody expected it to be coming. All we can do now is to pray, pray and PRAY, keep her in our wishes and hope that she will fight against all odds and recover real soon! In the process of relaying my request to GOD.....55%..78%...98%..99%..100%. DONE! Thank you GOD. Amen.

2010-03-12T04:04:00.000-06:00

Yoohoo! My dear blog, i'm back (:
Photos will be uploaded instead to save the words. Haha.
Education status: i will be in ite college west (clementi campus) for my course.
Course name: Hospitality operations.
It is super duper long way to my college!!!!
But at least i'm happy that i got the course that i want (:
Oh ya, i hope my dear friends are fine with their stuff too.
Currently, not working alr. Lazing at home, watching shows online... HAHAHS!
Such a relaxing life i have!!!!
Anyway, i'm just satisfied with the way things are progressing for me.

回忆是终点

用力唱一首歌,忽然被你切歌,

这歌词很像我,

旋律够曲折,多么适合,

就算没有音乐的伴奏,

唱到声音都哑了,

我会记得,

你曾是我最爱的情歌….

爱过了自由了更懂得感谢

想念了才知道空虚的眷恋

从白天到黑夜爱透明孤单

2010-02-10T05:11:00.000-06:00

Everything has changed, yes i know myself that i have also changed. But not for the better. in fact i think i have changed for the worst. I realised i have become from extroverted to introverted, no longer talk to people who used to be close to me ever since ‘that particular day’. Why have I become like this? I have no idea also. During this period of time before I change, things that happened to me are: people come and go in my life, trying to take charge of my life, pressuring me to do smth that i’m not willing to do so. (even though i have shouted till no voice that this is NOT what I want.) However, did anyone bother to ask me first or even listen to me first? The truth is: No. Fine, if this is what you adults want for me. I shall grant you all your wish. Just be prepared that I will end up unhappy (:

Sometimes, i really feel like letting all these come out of me. But i guess, forget it. I just have to be happy in front of you adults presence and you all will assume that i’m satisfied. So, don’t come complaining to me that I have kept mum about this and that. Because, in the first place, you all don’t even bother to listen to me. So what for, reprimanding me about it. All this while, I have been living in a shitty life, working continuously, got hurt by some ignorant people. I mean, come on you want lie to me ah? I welcome you, but you’re not the first person. Ps: FUCK IT SERIOUSLY, why do you ever make this stupid mistake by thinking that i’m someone who you can climb over my head and hurt me! GET THIS CLEAR! Just because i don’t expose your lies, doesn’t mean that i don’t see it. I am just tolerating with it. Wait till i don’t wish to tolerate with it anymore, you shall see what will happen to you!

Ok glad that the Robinsons sale is over! Such a relief! Got to know these 2 guys: Nicholson and Jiajun. They really took care of me. I’m grateful for that (: When I was not well while working, they quickly sent me home. Aft work, expo is super remote esp we have to walk a long way to the bus stop. They will rather take public transport w me than their car. During work, there has been a lot of gossips about me and him. I know and i try to ignore it. JJ, stop stressing on the point that you feel pity cos i don’t think it will be possible for us bcos of the thing that is bothering us. (A side note from me to Hafsah(my colleague): Thanks girl for your encouragement about that!) At last, I really thank GOD for letting me meet these 2 funny guys that make up my day and I hope that “you” didn’t discover that i acted a bit awkward everytime i call you my didi (: Haha so lets just remain this way! (:

2010-01-19T04:31:00.000-06:00

Yes, this is the end. The path has been set.
Got to choose the right and suitable shoes to complete the journey.
Whatever choices that i'm gna make for myself, i shall not regret it(:
'The worst mistake in life is regret'-Author unknown
2010 is a year to make changes in my life and so on..
Started the year with a job that is quite satisfying to me.
Worked at expo from 7-17 jan with jasmine, its fun working there though its like north pole!!!
Currently, waiting for 28 jan (another lobang:D)
In the meanwhile, I shall get things started and plan for the next step.
I cant possibly sit there and wait for things to happen. Always remember this in your life and you will never be in a loss.
Its pointless to regret why you didnt this and that in the past.
(So, to mum: I told you, I'm not going to blame you for 'that', and its pointless to feel guilty towards me right now ok. Everything has ended. For now, I just want to look ahead for a better future. Hope you will stop taking it upon yourself. May God guide my mum throughout this and also give me your blessings in whatever thing that i'm going to do. Amen.)
Ok, another thing. Updating, I guess pics have been uploaded to FB so
no need for me to upload it here.^^
The pics will tell you where have I been to all this while.
A side note to myself: Everything will be fine soon? && Heidi will not let the sky fall onto her, even though she's so small-sized!!! Hee what an encouragement!!
So for now, bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

2009-11-26T05:38:00.002-06:00

Hey peepss!!!!
SO SORRY FR NOT BLOGGING ALL THIS WHILE!!!! ):
I have nt gone missing or anything but busy w stuffs! (:
Before i keep you guys updated, i like to post picsxz of my bday surprise!!
Th surprise attackers were Hueiyin, Minhui, Limin, Kanghui and Sebas (inserts a smile)
HAHAH THANKS GUYS FR IT, appreciated it.
FEEL THE LOVEEE~~~
Alright, so what am i busy w?
Busy looking for jobs online and in newspapers, sending in resume, going for interviews.
If not for my age, i sure can get in into th telemarketing job ):
So currently, waiting fr another christmas promoters job. Pray hard that they will recruit me!
AND my house is currently going through refurbishing so i have to supervise th workers.
SSSIIIAAANNNNN so boring but i have to do so.
But still, i will try to fish out time for my jiemeis events if there is any (:

2009-11-10T05:53:00.002-06:00

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN TO ME!!!!!
YEAH finally seventeen le!
Guess what? I actually rot at home on my special day?!
No one jio me out ma! haha!
ok today is thanksgiving, so ya thanks all the people who wished me.
Weili(on the dot),Kanghui, Hueiyin, Bryan, Sebastian, Hazel, Angelina, Siewling, Sweesin, Amy, Bella, Jasmine, Uncle colin, Aunt Candice, Hafizah, Yue ting liaw, Yiling, Jee hui, Stephanie, and qingyuan for now..
THANKS YA! ^^

2009-11-09T21:59:00.000-06:00

2009-11-04T23:19:00.002-06:00

Yeah maybe that's what you assume.
BUT what you assume may not be what people think.
So, be careful with what you say.
Intruders who dont know anything, keep yur mouth shut! And dont make any comments!
No interferring into our affairs! TYVM(:
This is just a case of the pot calling the pot black.
Not much attention is needed to be given to such person.
-Case closed-

2009-10-11T05:33:00.004-05:00

HAPPY 73RD BIRTHDAY YEYE!

However, yesterday was not quite a happy occasion. hmms ):

Hope that everybody can be happy once again (:

2009-10-11T04:49:00.003-05:00

Pictures of the mooncake festival..

Some are w me, im waiting for the big family photo (:

2009-09-10T00:42:00.000-05:00

8 sept was afterall, just a dream..):
Th much awaited daayyyyyyyy...
So what if we had discussed this long ago?
A lesson learnt: Nv harbour any hope, it will nv come true.
You gives me hope as easily as how the wind comes by, but at the same time gone as quickly as the lightning.
I dont blame you for that, you call the shots down here for all these.
Go ahead with your programmes.. have fun.
Deep down, i know that im upset. so what?
As long as I appear strong outside, everybody will be happy.
All these doesnt matter to me, im no longer affected to it.
You are always doing this to me, intentionally or what? (I dont wish to know)
Im happy, th end (:
You want come into my life, I will welcome you. If not ,I will shut you outside of my life.
This is how I am, get this clear!
Lastly, thanks to my buddy, Abel (:
Always texting me when im feeling down.
I thank you for saying that I can find you anytime(:
This is all coming to an end, i guess?

2009-08-01T08:35:00.000-05:00

FREE DREAM INTERPRETATION
Result- You have financial woes:
You have a problem handling money and your subconscious knows it. The fact that you don't know how you're going to pay that bill with the looming deadline is plaguing you even while you sleep. There never seems to be enough in the family coffers to cover all that needs to be paid and you are at your wits end. Listen to your dreams as they try to tell you to relax a bit...things often have a way of working themselves out on their own.

What is LOVE to you?
Result- "Came but for friendship, and took away love."

What one word best describes you?
Result-Sanguine
This is the word that best describes you! The dictionary meaning of the adjective sanguine' is cheerfully optimistic! You are usually happy and manage to turn most negative situations into positive ones. Your happy-go-lucky, impulsive and adventurous personality makes you fun to be around although some people mistake your self-confidence for arrogance. Your sanguine disposition will help your life be a happy one; just be wary of dreaming about castles in the sky and forgetting to focus on reality.

All these quizzes are quite true though (:
Anw, i witness a fight between 2 old man in the bus stop today.
Didnt know what they fought abt.
A lot of vulgarities were blurted out, really had th urge to go over and ask them to shut up la!!
I really cant comprehend both the age add up = 100 plus alr, still fight in public!
TSKTSKTSK!
Somemore one of the old man is bleeding in his nose. So disgusting la!
Ate HANIS for my dinner. It is worth it ok, so guys can go try it out!
I ordered a grilled dory fillet, which comes along with mushroom soup, garlic bread, butter cake and orange juice.
Guess how much does it cost? Less than $10 only!

Oh well, he finally talked to me again lik before aft 2 years.
Didnt expect that he would reply my msges, I was just trying my luck anw.
Even if he dont reply, its fine. Xi guan alr.
Just treat it that I am texting an empty phone.
Perhaps it will make me feel better.
Maybe he had changed?
So i guess 'acting casual' helps (:

2009-06-28T00:27:00.002-05:00

Sch is reopening tmrr! Urgh!!!!!!!! Homework not finished yet, lots of things undone. Gotta chiong do everything by todayy. yes todayy. No huhs no nth! When sch reopens, my blog will go through a period of hibernating. Very soon, it will be prelims and then the last lap (O lvls) will be here!! Tired? Worn out? You cant rest. You have to keep going and going. Keep your stamina there and you will see the fruit of your labour in the end! Heard that TYS is out? Must go buy and practice! It is through tough practice then you will learn right? Yes, so i dont mind suffering now than later (: I must must must get into the course that I want. All my dreams and hope are put into it! I believe I will reap what I sow previously. This coming prelims I must get better results than mid-year!!! Ok this is my current goal. Wish me luckk. And people work hard too! I hereby want to dedicate this song to all my friends. My personal new album (; ''WE are all in this together~~ COME ON, I believe WE can fly (if you have your own goal) wooo, I believe WE can touch the skies (pass O lvls), ohh ohh, WE certainly can fly and touch the skies (if we really work hard tgt) woo ohh ohh, and WE are gonna fly tgt (never give up), so I believe you can, yes you can~~(END) HEE nice ma? :D Actually this is to encourage all of us, in case anybody feel like giving up now (: Okk gotta go noww, goodbye!! (;

2009-06-25T06:40:00.002-05:00

Tada! Heidi's very own spaghetti!!!

That's my lunch for the day.

Nice right? Iknow! :p

Got scalded by the oil a few times but worth it anw (:

Btw, my blog will be private as of today.

I hate it when people intrude into my privacy life.

And this person is none other than my sis.

Fed-up with her but what can I do?

She will simply tell mummy and a sermon will begin.

2009-06-23T07:49:00.005-05:00

Slacked out with SS today..
Marina-Suntec-Esplanade (;
Nothing to shop about, all so 'cheap' so walked around sit down chitchat
Thanks for th treat! Ps baichibaihe! Next time will treat you back! (;
To SS: you asked me why I didnt want to....., right? Its bcos i think is not fair to you and not bcos of what you told me earlier. But thanks anyway (: (private)
Saw zhen shi mei and tang yu shu. Wa she walk beside me, super pretty ah!
Hahah all sorts of crap that 'he' will alight from th bus. Tell you, not possible one. You not lucky one! lol! Thanks for sending me back! Dumdum th 3rd pic you sit until so straight for what?

2009-06-22T01:30:00.005-05:00

Im back! Staying over at a big house can be tiring, climb up climb down.

Camwhoring, FB, pool, swim, treadmil.

Having strange dreams again.

Yesterday was Father's day. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

yeah right, you call it celebrate father's day when empty seats were here and there.

If they have the heart, they will turn up. If not, no point. (:

Saw a familar face yesterday on bus, yeah whatever!

youknowidontcarehowyouthinkofme. Justfkoffla!

2009-06-19T09:41:00.002-05:00

Sat and sun i wont be at home yo! Stayinngggg over at other people's houseeeee.
Anything contact me via my hp. (:
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Today met into all sorts of weird people.
Morning went to help dad do some stuff, then i went to play 1 game at arcade
Met into a crazy guy who chased me when i accidentally took his card. lol!
At home, an auntie knocked on my door to ask for directions-.-
Actually she looked a bit weird, her hair super messy then her face looked a bit lik man
I was afraid that she disguised as a woman to rob people or smth, so i quickly turn her off by blabbering some other way to get to her destination.
She actually believed what I told her! lol!
After a while, another loud knock on my door. I peeped through th door and saw it was her agn!
I wanted to fake that no one was at home but she kept knocking and knocking on my door.
She told me: 'xiao mei ah, th direction that you giv me was wrong.'
I replied:' Then i dk liao lo, you go ask from other people ba. And i slammed th door'
I dont trust people easily, you see.
Esp when she knocked so loud on my door, which i was alone at that point of time.
That rly made me furious.

2009-06-17T01:10:00.010-05:00

Here are th BBQ pics!!
It was tiring to walk till so far. urgh. But enjoyed it.
That day, i was like having 'photoshoot' sia, lm used my camera and take so many pics of me. lol!
So embrassed man! But overall, liked it veli much!
Esp th words on th first pic, jiemeis should know who it refers to. haha! :x

2009-06-14T01:54:00.002-05:00

Lovely ;) (his nickname) :
On friday, you brighten up my day with yur msg (:
That day, I wasnt my usual self which places my phone in the bag, jiemeis could see that I kept on clinging on to my phone wherever I go. My purpose is to reply you asap, thats all.
I was half awake when I switched on my phone and when I saw yur msg, my eyes were so wide open until it can drop out anytime :p
You seldom take th initiative to text me, and this time from what you replied me
I could sense that you were concerned abt me.
I AM CONTENTED (:
My inbox is filled with yur msges right now! And I will keep it there always (:
Its has been a habit for me to read all yur msges once before I turn in, I will nv get sick of it (:
That's th longest chat I ever had with you, even though you used to giv me 'du lan' replies, I dont hold it against you.
HAHA!

2009-06-07T05:46:00.002-05:00

I just did a few quizzes on FB (:
1. ''What kind of mask do you wear?''
Your mask is purity.
You are always trying to be true to yourself. You don't care what others think is right or wrong, you always use your own judgement to decide. You often ignore the millions of rules people are trying to place on the way you should live your life, because you know they are meaningless and that you are a good person. Your intentions are usually pure, whether it's wanting to do something nice for someone, or just take some time for yourself. You understand that pure isn't perfect. You get angry, jealous, mean, sometimes stubborn, but you are who you are, and your mask isn't trying to hide it; it's just helping you get by the life you love and enjoy.

2. ''What is yur inner self?''
Your Result: A Universal Person
You are a perfect balance of everything. You've gone through a fair share of things to be able to put yourself in peoples shoes. You are caring and understanding. You are fun and warm to be around with. You tend to help people. You know whats it is like to be at in all time low and you know how to deal with things lot. And you are good friends with all of your friends. You are kinda like the goldie locks of personalities. The things you do are practical, but sensitive to whom it would affect. You are at ease with yourself, and have spent a good deal of time finding yourself, and now that you have, you've finally bloomed into something beautiful.

3.''What cute love quote are you?''
Your Result: If I Can Only Be With You In My Dreams, Then Let Me Sleep Forever.
You feel that you have the fairytale relationship. You may even find ourself scribbling his last name with your first.Sometimes you turn on the raio just to find songs that make you think about them. Perhaps you have a long distance relationship or just dont see them as often as you would like. Dont forget that having some space isnt always a bad thing. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. Keep up the fight and be who you are Love lasts a lifetime. if its the real thing youll know.

2009-06-06T01:20:00.002-05:00

Lost? yes, i feel lost right now.
Why are those people that I know becoming someone else?
Practically everybody is changing to someone that I dont know.
Or someone who never behave lik this before.
Could it be bcos of hatred, love, jealously that were th cause?
AHH can someone pls help me to get rid of these?
Go away la, i want my people back!!!
Even those that are related to me are spelling words of hatred on their blogs!
I had always thought that love can bao rong yi qie.
Am I wrong?
yes? no? idk?
I am glad that im no longer hot-headed when solving matters. (unless there's a need to)

The moment I heard that you were there playing soccer, how I wish to teleport there!
Or even take a peek at you? But i guess you wouldnt want to see me, so I shall not appear in front of you. From now on, I would not disrupt yur life any longer. May God bless you and give me the strength to move on (:

2009-05-22T07:49:00.003-05:00

Results sucks to th core. Give me a lighter. I want burn away my paper.
I want ask jia hao to squeeze for me 1/4 of his brain juice la!
Today was super sian day. Mt intensive. Th whole of next week also! wth la!!
Anw, something that is running through my mind now is:

就是那麼爱你
什麼都想为你
爱是一种毒瘾, 正在发作
你知道我爱你, 会爱到很久
只要看你一秒, 那些亿万个心愿
都简化成一句我爱你

I suppose i should listen to my heart, right?
Actually i think my heart has given me th ans alr, so why are you still pondering abt?
(in case most people are wondering)
Well, i have my own personal reasons..
hm should i? (;

2009-05-19T08:01:00.002-05:00

Argh im freakkkkinggg angry now..
Why you keep telling me what you are doing, what are you going to do tmr and so on..
I have no interest to know.
I have been bearing with you bcos i dont want to say harsh words that would hurt you
What happens in the end? Im telling you nicely, but you claimed that im scolding you! wtf la!
I choose to use soft approach to deal with you instead of hard approach, but in the end you are maligning me! Childish, immature, and most importanlty IRRITATING!!!!!
ARGGHHHHHHH im boiling mad! Are all guys th same?
Want to know what are i feel lik doing right now?
Buy my fav samurai and kill you on the spot!!!!!
I cant stand it when everytime you seem lik you want to tell me smth but in the end you hide it.
I dont lik it when people hide things from me alright?
You got smth to say, you say it.
I feel very sick of having to guess what you are thinking.
yes, thats how i am. Straightforward when there's a need to.
Character clash la! thats the main problem.
If you still persist in yur way, there's nth i can do alright?
Lastly, if you happen to see my post, so be it.

2009-05-15T21:38:00.002-05:00

Morning!
Just woke up not long ago.
Had a lot of different dreams last night.
Dreamt that i went to ah ma's old house for dk what reason,
in the end i lost my way at a complicated long road junction.
Th scene was in a carpark, a lot of turnings here and there
and there were no people around..
I stood in th middle of the road junction and stare left to right,
leftside is holding a funeral while rightside is holding a wedding.
Quite contradicting huh?
I heard a voice that direct me to go on my leftside, but....
I ran and I ran, stepped onto 'things' that im not supposed to stepped on.
Afterwhich, i dont quite remember alr..
By th time i reached home, it was 3am. Weird huh?
I also dreamt that i saw a big board with a lot of numbers mostly consists of 7.

I guess its bcos i was at a loss of words on how to deal with that situation yesterday
and thats why even my dream also shows that im lost! lol!

2009-05-04T07:43:00.002-05:00

Oh man im feeling sick!
Please dont let me fall sick during the 'h1n1' and exam period!!
Its kinda scary to have a few similar symptoms as the 'h1n1'
Scali im one of the victims. AHHH!!!
Sch was kinda slack today..
Minhui didnt come sch today. I hope that you are alrights (:
As usual, laughed, joked around, listened to gossips which made my day!
(:

rest well and drink lots of water (his topic sentence)

Shag when I heard others mentioning yur name and her name tgt?
what is it supposed to mean?
are you guys an item?
im not sure..
even though jason kept telling me 'aiya they jiao wei one la'
but I still cant get over the negative thoughts running in my head
I hope its not true.
Actually i have my doubts, why he msges you all the time?
Or is it you who msges him?
I dont have th answer.
You two can chat so happily
but when I msg you, what do I get?
short and sweet answers, reluctant replies.
Nevertheless, I still saved your messages (:

2009-05-03T07:20:00.002-05:00

My com got serious problem man!
But i guess today is lucky day for me cos i managed to turn on!
ok cut the crap. i wont be blogging for now.
Ans: MID-YEAR LA DUH!
I rly need to stay focused in order to do well.
NO MORE DISTRACTIONS!
Anybody who wants to study w me, i will feng pei dao di!
studyingstudyingstudying..
I just finished covering chap 5&6 of SS.
I haven started on chem, phy & the rest!
AHHH!!!

I just discovered something.. Hais 'Heidi dont emo lah!'
iknowiknow!
But i just want to say:
how i wish to be in th same picture as you!
when will I be in the same school as you lik before? (% of hope=85%)
when will I even be in the same class as you? (% of hope=90%)
when will you be my laughing therapy lik what you are doing to other people? (% of hope=95%)

I rlyrly hope you wont avoid me when I rly got into the same class as you, if not my efforts would have been futile.

2009-04-14T08:17:00.002-05:00

If you have eyes, you will see it.
That doesnt mean that if you dont have eyes,you dont see it.
Its just tht you nv bother to notice.
算了吧, 习惯就好..

Anybody knows th reason behind it? I doubt so..

2009-04-14T07:49:00.003-05:00

2009-04-11T09:38:00.002-05:00

Headed off to tampines 1 today w jasmine & crystalline!
Finally crystalline can go out!
Its pretty nice there, except th fact that there were lots of people!
& there was this japan shop which expect people to queue to get in?
what th hell la?
Waste yur time queue down there!
I rather wait till a month later thn go in th shop.
.....................................................................................So sorry for th late announcement of results here
Band no. 102: Tampines secondary
GOLD! *BLINGBLING*
Set piece: Overture no. 1
Choice piece: Harvest waves

Super wooper duper happy!!!!!
We have left a legacy!
2009 wind ensemble, I LOVE YOU ALL! (inserts a wide smile)
Maybe we're going to japan/australia? (:

2009-04-05T07:57:00.002-05:00

What is the date tmr?
6 April.
What is the special occasion?
SYF'09!!
omgomg.yesyesyes tmr is th day we stand on our feet, that we dont have tutors yet we sound super neat.....(overture lyrics)
Tmr i shall bring along my mallet on stage and of cos tgt with chimes.
I WILL GIVE MY BEST!!! (;
Hope everybody plays well, and get GOLD!
I rlyrlyrly want to get GOLD!!! ):
Pleaseee makeee my dream come trueeee~

2009-03-29T04:26:00.003-06:00

Went out w 3 of my lovely jie meis!
Had dinner at eighteen chefs.
Before that, we went to limin's house to play hotel626.
Brought my mic over for her to practice singing.
The food there was nice and value for money!

Friday

2009-03-21T08:14:00.003-06:00

Back from band camp which lasted for 3 days!
It has always been fun for us (:

Day 1

Report at 8am. Went for marsiling exchange.
Schools involved: woodgrove,st hilda's,bendemeer,marsiling and us.
oh well its tht damm sch agn. Such a coincidence that we met again huh?
Oh,this time round you brought yur own hammer? ISEE! (meant to be sarcastic)
Shall not comment on our playing, all i could say is that we can do better instead!
Aft th exchange, went back to sch.
Played captain's balls. My group of girls got too excited. haha.
Bathed alone and went down for dinner.
Took th packet of rice and settle down to makan.
Th rest of them went back to bath.
I was all alone in the table eating happily when mr chew and mr ow yong came to my table and see what im eating.
Mr chew had smth on so he went off first. Mr ow yong sat down and dine w me.
Bombarded me w alot of questions.
passer-bys kept looking at me w those envious eyes.
I was lik.. what?.. Maybe bcos they also want to share a table w him. haha.
Im willing to let them have my seat instead!
He kept looking at my roti john as i was eating.
Then i asked him'you want anot, i give some to you'
He replied'Nvm la, i wait till you cant finish thn i eat'
AWW SO SWEET RIGHT!
Borrow $1 from him to buy watermelon.
Aft eating hurriedly, went up to band for combined.
Sharing session, my dear afiqah burst into tears.
She made me wanna cry also as i comfort her.
Jiayou, girl!

Day 2

Woke up at 6.30am
Had morning PT and breakfast
Aft breakfast, went for sectional and ensemble practice
Was kinda fed up w my ensemble.
Couldnt decide on which score to play for th competition.
At night, it was th section and ensemble competition.
HA IM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY PERCUSSION SECTION WON!
We played a remix of 20th century and mazama in the dark.
I controlled th lightings and played th maracas at th same time. haha!
Aft tht, watch swing girls and lights out at 11pm.

Day 3

Last day of the camp.
Had combined and sharing session again.
Trombone section bombarded khariyah w lots of questions.
But she remained silent. I pitied her actually.
Its always so emotional during sharing session.

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Stayed home today to complete my untouched hwk.
Heh my wish came true!
Th first thing when i woke up this morning, i was yearning to see a rainbow.
And by evening, I really saw one!
Thank you GOD for making my wish come true :D

2009-03-21T08:05:00.001-06:00

Here are some pictures from bintan.

2009-03-16T09:23:00.005-06:00

Woohoo! Back from Bintan! Got sunburnt here and there! Im not roast pork ok! Will update again when i gather all the pictures from my aunt. Overall, it was fun and enjoyable. Love th seafood! KELONG! A blackout surprised us aft we had our dinner! And at the ferry when we reached s'pore, blackout again! Everything was fine, except for the ferry which is giving me dizzy spells. Last day was the day which i shop alot! Bought 7 shirts and 1 pants for just $55SGD!! Cheap cheap neh! Okay need to catch my sleep. Tmr gg out w ALI's wife! :D

2009-03-13T08:22:00.001-06:00

Hey guys, this post will be a really short post.
I'll be going overseas tmr.
Dont contact me as i wont be bringing my phone. (history may repeat itself)
Good bye! Bon voyage! :D

2009-03-06T06:34:00.002-06:00

Just to start off this post, i would lik friends to think abt this.
'someone who is usually closest to you MAY NOT be the one who is REALLY closest to you, it usually turns out to be other people'
True/False? Think abt it agn. Its just lik 'Once upon a time... A and B were 2 close friends. One day, C came out of the blue and became close friends with A. Naturally, B will feel neglected by A. But sometimes the things that happen in life is inevitable. So in the end, maybe A and C are meant to be the closest ones to each other, rather than A and B?
Quite saddening right?

Okay back to main post!
having a sore throat. And my voice is so MAN! WOAH!
Sch is of cos enjoyable with wonderful friends under the sun! :D
Yesterday went to the career education thingy at suntec!
Collect alot of hospitality and tourism stuffs.
Considered it as another path way for me if scali i C.M.I for th O's :s
Its super expensive to study in a private sch!
Hopefully i really made it into poly..
Tmr need to report to band at 7am!
And tmr is the day of the xchange programme with SJI, CHIJ and 6 other schools!
Its abit nervous. heh!
Going to eat my late dinner now! bye! (:

2009-03-01T03:38:00.002-06:00

Days have passed so fast. It's 1st of March now.
Soon, it will be our 'Os' and hopefully i can get into the same course as my L.G (:
Sometimes, i rather you tell me th fact now & at least i can accept it.

Lots of things have happened.
I lost my phone. wth!
Damm shag la got alot of his msges inside.
Using a temporarily phone now so friends can still contact me (:
Certain incidents just happened and go so fast.
Some hurtful stuffs has also happened to me but i shall remain silent.
I want a confidant in which i can just pour my troubles to.
Some people just love to add salt to my wound.
I wont be angry for what you did to me.
But i would lik *you* to put yourself in my shoes and think how hurtful it will be!

i wouldnt want to shed a tear again in th bus ):

2009-01-31T23:44:00.002-06:00

Wow school was so fun man recently. Almost every 2 days got tests.
Zzz i fell down during pe. Played captains ball thn my legs got trip by jordan's leg-.-
So, PONG! & everybody laughed. as usual. Had 3 similar experiences before.
Lets recap:
1) Shuttle run- slow motion fall
2) Soccer- mud too slippery
3) Captains ball- new record eh!
Aiya dont know why i so clumsy sia!
I must try to walk w minimum movement & be gentle w every move la!
Jasmine & me were in cahoots to bluff crystalline.
Saying that im actually a lesbian, didnt lik guys.
Wlao eh, even i feel disgusted by my own act!
Shall not continue alr. haha.

2009-01-31T23:01:00.002-06:00

Chu er

Headed to mr chew's house to bai nian.

2009-01-31T21:24:00.005-06:00

2009-01-04T03:05:00.002-06:00

Here are th pictures (:

2009-01-04T01:40:00.003-06:00

31/12/08
Went to countdown party with jas at downtown!
Crystalline couldnt turn up cos she's sick :(
Headed to marina square for our dinner at yuki yaki
but th next table will only be available at 9.15pm
So we dine at pizza hut instead (:
Had our pan pizza & pasta.
Aft tht, off to Ehub! for th every girl's craze ' TWILIGHT'!!
EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD!!!
We queued up aft th movies to get in for th countdown
A uncle was v nice to buy us th spray thingy, & it was my favourite colour!
Sprayed each other, hang out at mccafe & back home aft tht.

1/1/09
SURPRISE ATTACK!
Me & swee sin-organisers
EDA-Target
Limin-part time assistant
Headed off to taka, 'sanur indonesian restaurant'
All of us was alr standing guarding at our spots at 3pm.
We walked ard & back at 4pm. Limin went off first.
So left w me & swee sin, we were ready & stalking at eda's every movement
She went in to change & we went over to th spot beside th entrance
Abt 5 mins, she came out w her friend, priscilla.
We signal to each other & charge towards her from th back & scare her!
She was totally shocked tht we came tgt & scare her!
HAHAHA! GREAT SUCCESS MAN! :D
& another thing was that we were afraid tht her bf will come.
BUT, in th end he didnt came! Lucky sia!
Had late lunch w her, camwhore, & swee sin sent me back home aft tht.
A gentleman indeed! Thanks (:
We walked around th night market, & saw this interesting pot of plant which is lik furball.
We asked th lady boss what was that. & she was lik ' this is da... err this is...
We was lik' this is da what'?
In th end, she managed to tell us that th furball thingy is 鸡毛.
It will only grow bigger & bigger.
Its not cheap also. $18.
Aft tht, sweesin took th train all th way back to jurong east & CCK.
Such a long journey man.
Had fun tday, & most importantly i get to see my dear cousin, eda!
LOVE YA! :DD

2008-12-31T01:06:00.002-06:00

Today is th last day of 2008. Lots of things had happened this year.
Memorable stuff are to be kept in th heart. Sad stuff i believe we had all overcome it.
Though i cant bear him to go, but i still have to let go.
Next year my school life wont be full of him. No more peeping at him.
Top priority will be 'O' lvl & band!
Anw, i can concentrate better w/o him.
So i encourage everybody to forgive those who you previously had grudges with.
I had alr forgiven my love rival.
Love those who you are closest w all yur heart & soul!
2008 has been a fruitful year for me.
Concert & hk trip has made a deep impression in my heart.
I remember those times where i laugh uncontrollably.
& i had never regretted anything or anyone who had made me smile (:
I truly heart them!
GOODBYE 2008 & SAY YO to 2009! :DD

2008-12-31T00:41:00.003-06:00

Band BBQ yesterday!

Played water bomb & i ended up getting bombed by JAS & CRYSTALINE TH MOST!!

HAHAHA:D
I went to th water cooler only & got 2 bombs. lol.

Sir tee xian tried to snatch my water bombs but HAHA i scream at him!

Super drenched!

Me&jam didnt bring any clothes to change-.-

In th end, jam,mh&kl went off early.

So, i was with nuruddin,sean&hazel.

Nth much to do. so went home around 8 w them.

Took bus w sean & nuruddin.

Miss those times where we took bus home tgt!
Crapped around in th bus, had lots of laughter..

Will definitely miss them when they are gone :D

2008-12-27T10:18:00.002-06:00

Band was as usual. Played overture no. 1 & harvest waves.
I find it quite hilarious when adam tried t squeeze himself in between 2 chairs
& sit beside me & zameer!
Its lik for what? Got so much space around. LOL!
''HAPPY MALLETS'' are passed to us tday.
& mr samad wanted th whole perc t learn it.
from there, he will choose th best.
Seen th score & its lik WHOA TH HELL!
But i believe i can soon play th whole piece if i practice hard enough!
ok i need to plan smth real soon! (secrets between me & ____)
Hope it can work out~

2008-12-26T02:45:00.002-06:00

HOHOHO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
THIS IS TH SEASON TO BE JOLLY, FALALALA LALALA!
Qingyuan's birthday also falls on 25th dec!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM TOO!
Went for family gathering.
Eda was not able t apply for leave :(
Makan, played guitar hero (drum set),pool,darts.

24/12
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RACHEL!
Went to suntec city convention centre (ROCK auditiorium)
What can i say? its simply AWESOME!
The greatest love, gift & life!
Wonderful place for praise & worship! :D
Aft tht went t look for mum & sis for shopping
Bought smth from cotton on!
The apparels there are real cheap!

'N lvl' results

2008-12-20T07:04:00.002-06:00

ps for not blogging. i have been going out almost everyday.
went t watch bolt (3D) w band peeps. went for heroes camp for th last day.
singapore sports school is rly a nice sch eh!
but too bad mummy didnt allow me t stay over ):
so that day aft th sermon & some talking, its alr 11. 30.
i rushed out t th bus stop & waited for bus 901 which later reach woodlands inter
i asked for directions t go to bus 168 but th lady said that just now its th last bus liao!
at that point of time, i was frantic! didnt know what t do! im stuck here in woodlands!
thn th lady told me that i can go up th escalator & take th train.
i ran up quickly but there's no train station in sight!
only taxis. so, me having only $15 w me.
knock on th window & asked th uncle whether can drive me back tampines.
& th uncle nodded~! THANK GOD MAN! :DD
by th time, reach tamp is alr $23.80.
but i only gave him $15+$1.00 which he ask me t take back th $1.
OMG LA! th uncle was so nice despite me paying him only $15.
ps for shortcharging him $8.80!!! :/
ha i got a guilty conscience! Didnt dare t tell my mum & sis that i took a cab home.
they sure scream & yell at their top of th voice!
so i kept quiet :x

Got 'N lvl' results ytd. wa lucky i got promoted!
but that means i have t work even harder next year.
nvrm im more than willing t work hard for it in order t get t poly! (:
wasnt rly satisfied w my results. got 3 for my geo! ):
overall, got 9 pts. didnt met my expectation of 6 pts.
so, im down w a flu now. argh. faster get well i wna play!

2008-12-11T22:32:00.019-06:00

2008-12-09T02:15:00.015-06:00

(DAY 2)

Went t see tsing ma bridge in th morning. Noon went t ride ngong ping 360 (cable car)

Repulse bay was not tht nice. can see tht its artificial. lol.

Night went t th peak. its freezing cold up there. everybody was shivering but SHIOK! :D

I LIKE THEIR COLD WEATHER! There's more to come..

2008-12-09T01:22:00.008-06:00

(Get ready for a heavy load of camwhoring pics around th rm)
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2008-12-09T00:49:00.003-06:00

IM BACK FROM HONGKONG ON TH 6TH DEC!!!
I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!
I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!
I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!I LOVE DISNEYLAND!

DISNEYLAND ROCKS!!!!! :DDD

(DAY 1)

6.50am was my flight to hk. reached airport at 5am. aft chop chop passport, me,jas&crystalline went t have breakfast at toastbox w mr tan. he treat us coffee! (:

aft tht we ran t catch our flight. my seat was somewhere near th cabin. & beside me was 2 teachers. all adults around me. at night we went t symphony of lights & avenue of stars. & guess who i saw? MR TAN YUAN YAN! My god, its rly a small world huh? Took pics w us & he went off alr.

2008-11-30T22:51:00.002-06:00

later gg sch for th 1 day camp & off to hongkong!
omgomgomg its th day alr!
yesterday had gathering dinner w relatives.
soo tired lah.
reached hm at 12am.
wonder how am i gg t carry my sleeping bag, luggage bag & my own bag up t 4th floor?
i think i gg t drag my way up. lol.
mum booking a cab for me t go t sch.
HURRAY! Nobody lives near me so cant share cab ):
i will sure take a lot of peechas there!!!
k la, i need t go bathe alr.
bye bloggie & bye friends!
will be back on th 6th dec!
DONT MISS ME!!!! HAHAAHAA!! :DD
muacksxz.

2008-11-29T08:07:00.000-06:00

Been asked by swee sin t do this quiz.
SO...

1. The person who tagged me:
Swee sin

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Friends (:

3. Your five impressions of him/her:
a)Mr'BAD'GUY (just jk)
b)Funny
c)Approachable
d)Friendly
e)Kind

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
eh..should be dont have ba. haha.

5. The most memorable thing that he/she has said to you:
forget alr. dont kill me if i had said smth wrong :P

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
tell him i got someone else on my mind

7. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she will:
how would i know wht th other party will do?
ps for th bluntness!

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
try t solve th conflict (:

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
i rejected him in th first place?

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Move over t CCK!

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
A guy who can joke ard & take lame jokes?

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
comfortable to be with?

13. The characteristics you love of yourself are:
i have confidence in myself :D

14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
being such a small sized girl

15. The most ideal person you wanna be is:
ahemahem. this question should be quite obvious! :))

16. For people whom care for and like you, say something to them:
I LOVE YOU GUYS TOO! & A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU GUYS! ;)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons you wish to know how they feel about you:
a)Swee sin
b)Alvin
c)Eda
d)Hueiyin
e)Jam
f)Jasmine
g)Jason
h)Jordan
i)Kanghui
j)Limin
(p/s: i go down by th list)

18. Who is no. 1 having relationship with?
idk. haha.

19. Is no.9 a male or a female?
Female.

20. If no.7 and 10 are tgt, would it be a good thing?
oh no, no. 10 got xing shang ren alr (:

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Sch stuff. lik duh.

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
we chat almost twice a week?

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
hei girls lo.

24. Would you woo no.3?
impossible. she's a female.

25. How about no.7?
no? got xing shang ren laaa.

26. Is no.4 single?
no. think she's attached?

27. What is the surname of no.5?
err i think i say out, she will kill me. lol.

28. What's the hobby for no.4?
not sure.

29. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
ehh.. okay lah.

30. Where is no.2 studying at?
TPSS

31. Say something casual about no.6
Fun t hang out with!

32. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
no. we are just classmates/friends!

33. Where does no.9 live?
opp me! quite near t me!

34. What colour does no.3 like?
Red? ps if i got it wrong.

35. Are no.5 and no.1 best friend?
NO. they dont even know each other. LOL!

36. Does no.1 have any pets?
he nv tell me before.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
NO MAN! HE'S A GUY!

38. What is no.10 doing now?
working?

2008-11-28T00:22:00.003-06:00

会呼吸的痛 Hui Hu Xi De Tong - 梁静茹 Fish Leong

在东京铁塔第一次眺望看灯火模仿坠落的星光我终于到达　
但却更悲伤一个人完成我们的梦想你总说时间还很多　
你可以等我以前我不懂得未必明天就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛看你的信会痛连沈默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛　恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上张扬过哀伤那是种多么寂寞的倔强你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆绑你没说　你也会软弱　需要倚赖我我就装不晓得　
自由移动　自我地过
我发誓不再说谎了多爱你就会抱你多紧的我的微笑都假了　灵魂像飘浮着　
你在就好了我发誓不让你等候　陪你做想做的无论什么我越来越像贝壳　
怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了能重来那就好了

FOURRRR MOREEE DAYYS TOOOO HONGKONG!!!
IM LIK SO BLOODY EXCITED ABT IT!
The feeling of gg overseas & taking th plane w friends is awesome!
Heehee! My room mate is MY BELOVED JIEMEI: LEONG MIN HUI!!!
HAHAHA!
Minhui: if you happen t read my blog, just want t warn you t be EXTRRAA CAREFULL!
I may go berserk in hk when im too excited! Jump ard th bed! Make lots of noises!
BUUTTT oh dear, im th leader of th group lei!
Cant too gila! Must bao chi xing xiang. hahaa.
My group consists of 7 girls including me.
lucky no guys ahs if not i sure shout at them if they dont listen t me!
hahah! fierce seh! jk lah!
Jasmine is my assitant leader.
Mr lai kk is our teacher-in-charge.
Grp members: Me, minhui,kaili,jas,crystalline,faizah,jingjing&michelle
I would not allow them t wander off alone.
everybody should go t one place tgt. UNITED! YEAH!
1st dec will be having a 1 day camp in sch thn set off frm there.
th bus will be arriving in sch at 4am. so we need t wake up at 3am.
6.50am da flight. 3h & 4o mins th flight. will reach hk at ard 11 plus.
staying in panda hotel. no idea how it looks like.
hope its not those ulu ulu type. LOL.
omgomg! i haven even start packing yet!
Cant find th bloody luggage in th storeroom.
I still need t change th $. get some necessary items.
Currently waiting for kyl t return me th straightener.
Later will go & get all my things done by TODAY! :)))

2008-11-24T00:24:00.002-06:00

Ha! Im on th newspaper!
Sunday times. classified.
Happy grandparents day!
Thanks to eda who took th pic (:
but why we only got 3rd prize?
we gott 11 cousins nehh.
& th first prize is only 1 grandchild.
so th not fairrr. nvrm, contented enough tht our pic get published!
so, friends who got th newspaper you can take a look there ya! (:

2008-11-23T23:57:00.002-06:00

Thats it. Im sooooo gnaa ask BRYAN CHIN WEI QUAN out one day soon!
yeah! DEAL!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!
IM SO NERVOUSSSS & EXCITED WHEN I THINK OF IT!!!!
1st thing i have t do is: Mustered my courage. be extra extra bold/brave/yong gan!
2nd: Plan a list of events what i want t do w him.
3rd: && ask him out. TADA! muahahaa!
BUUUTTTT i have no bloody idea what i want t do with him!!!
howhowhow???
oh my beloved friends, pls help me think of some ideas & tell me soon alright?
anybody will do, guy or gal also can (:

Friends who are gg t hk & china, i wish you guys bon voyage! (:
&&& sw, you owe me smth, pls dont act dumb!

2008-11-20T07:15:00.002-06:00

I just realised smth.
Certain peepo when they say smth,
i shouldnt believe every single word of it
which came out of their mouth.
Bcos this is called verbally sweettalk !
(& verbally sweettalk doesnt work well on me)
I rather you say smth & rly mean it in yur heart.
else i suggest you t save yur 'diabetes sweettalk' for other peepo.
I DONT APPRECIATE THT!
Its used t trick 3 years old kiddo.

Band tday was utter rubbish!
First thing in th morning, i feel tht im a dumass!
i saw my bus approaching towards me
but thn i think i saw another bus in front of it.
so i decided t wait till it comes nearer.
aft a while when i decided t make my own way there.
th stupid bus just drive past me!
just thn i realised tht th bus which is in front is actually my bus!
wlao eh. how stupid can i be, right!
As i was waiting for th next bus, i saw CANDACE!
She's waiting for siewling.
& i told her my story. haa!
she pei me wait for my next bus which i took t safra & change t 67.
Thanks candace! (:
In band, i think i did not play as well as before.
sooo YES, i NIDA PRACTICE!!!
T GET BACK BACK MY V OWN STANDARD THT I OWN!
so MR _____ you better watch out!
i will use all my ability T PROVE YOU WRONG!
MUAHAHHAHA! :D
Gotta go now. tmr shall be my first self-practice aft soo long.
;)

2008-11-18T07:07:00.002-06:00

shitshitshit. bloody ass. whatever.
lousy mood tday. feeling sour.
dont have t treat me lik this right. wth.
you can just say in a diff way, & most importantly KINDLY.
at least it doesnt hurt so much right, bodoh!
my lil heartie has been broken umpteen times.
when it's gg t recover, ppl start t pierce in agn & agn.
tday is th sec 4Es prom night. too bad i cant go.
if only i could go, i make sure i..... (shall not say it out)
oh whatever, i guess it's all fated.
GOD will have other backups plans for me.
Aft band, went separate ways w jas.
Been pondering abt random stuffs. unhappy stuffs. HIS stuffs.
越想越难过! ):

& p.s shengwei i gav you a lil bit of attitude tday when you msg me.
i didnt mean it cos im in th midst of pondering.
i know, you are feeling bored & you always find me t chat w you.
but this afternoon, i rly got no mood t chat w you.
hope you dont take it t heart.
& have fun at yur class chalet.
win lots of $ for yur mahjong game.

tday is th day which i DISLIKE TH MOST!
Hais, aft tday you will be leaving me.
anw, happy graduating!
& goodbye, my lovee (:

2008-11-11T23:16:00.009-06:00

9 nov

5 jiemeis went out w me t celebrate my bday.

Lunched at a italian restaurant.

Shop around at bugis.

Took neoprints. i like!

LOVE YA! though not all is w me, im still contented! (:

10 nov

HAPPY BDAY T ME! (X4)

Im officially 16 now! WOOHOO!

My church clique celebrated for me!
Still bluff me say its caregroup only. hahah.

Ate at th cafe cartel.

ordered a chicken burger which is a s big size for me.

thanks Dawn for th shoes tht you designed for me!

its OMG nice! :))))

Also, thanks th rest for th cake & th postcards tht you all wrote for me! :D

Angel,Candace,Cheryl,Esther,Dawn,aili,&vivian!

THANKS for making my bday a memorable one! :DDDD

2008-11-09T09:53:00.002-06:00

Yoohoo im back!
Sry for being MIA fr a mth or so..
My com just got fixed tday
& here i am blogging now. hee.
alot of things happened during this period of time
be it happy, sad, excited,nervous.
lets talk abt th happy things first
1. gg hong kong (disneyland) w band!
2. celebrated kh's bday
3. 5 jiemeis helped me t celebrate my bday tday
4. dont rmb alr..
tday went out w 5 of my jiemeis. MINHUI,JAM,LIMIN&YANWEN.
Had our lunch at a italian restaurant ' sketches pastas & wine bar'
shopped around at bugis street. bought a shirt tht i likee. $26.90.
took neoprints tooo!! NICEE!!
too bad dont have a complete picture of my jiemeis ):
im actually quite sad tht they couldnt go. hais.
anw, thnaks for th 5 jiemeis tht brightens my day! lovee! ;DDD
chatting w quite a lot of ppl now.
my dearest cousin, EDA. swee sin. seb. & houhong.
seb: thanks for helping me t countdown every year w/o fail! (:
swee sin: thanks for counting down too! (:
EDA: love ya always (: thanks for th tribute msg on yur msn name!
& i hope you can rly consider it carefully. i rly dont want you t regret.
i had given you my advice but of cos you neednt follow it.
you make your own rightful decision. & tell me alrights?
lastly, whatever decision you made, be it happy or sad.
just wna tell you tht: I will always support yur decision as long as you're happy.
& also IM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU. anything can feel free t msg/call me.
hotline no. : 62353535 pizza hut delivery!
eh no lah call this no. :93685848. she will definitely listen t you. no worries! (:

2008-10-06T07:02:00.000-05:00

eh sorry guys. this gna be a short post t keep you guys updated.
currently there's smth wrong w my computer network thingy.
i cant online! im using th laptop now w limited network.
so dk when th connection will be off.
will fix th connection problem asap.
so, you wont be seeing me online.
HOWEVER, you can continue t tag me && i will reply all your tags when im back!!
that's abt it. byee (:

2008-09-29T07:05:00.003-05:00

Got a few pics tht i took.

still got some w my cousin, will update agn when i got it.

Tday 'N' lvl phy/chem & maths

Phy was quite easy. Chem okok. Maths! Dammit. s difficult!

Dont even know wht is it talking abt. lol.

This time maths CONFIRM FAIL!

Left 3 more papers: Maths pp 2, geo & f&n

HEIDI GIVE YOUR BESSTTEST SSHHOOTT!!! ((:

2008-09-29T06:45:00.002-05:00

HEE HEE i just realise tht i have been MIA for 22 days!
But I have a reason (:
Aft mummy got discharged frm hospital, i been staying w her at my ah ma house.
Th 2nd night, my ah ma nearly FAINTED inside th toliet!
I wasnt asleep at tht point of time (12am)
I saw her bending downwards & her head is almost landing t th floor
I dashed in th toliet and tried t support her w all my strength
Lifted her head up & called for my yeye
Next i called fr th ambulance (thts th 1st time)
Aft we reach, have t wait for th doc t tell us wht happened
Handle th admission thingy at SGH, doc talked t me abt her condition
When everything is done, it was alr 7am
By thn, even if i go t sch also late liao
(lucky tht night i decided not t go t sch:x)
Anw, im back in tamp!
Came back last night (;

2008-09-07T22:52:00.002-05:00

Hahah now mh at my house.
This morning went t sch, but actually no need go one
cos mr neo say tht since our N LVLs start alr, we are on our own t self study alr..
Btw just now as we were watching ' th legend of brown chivalries'..
there was this 'tiny weenie fei fei' flying around my house, in & out of my kitchen & lvr
I ran around th house just t avoid th stupid thing!
Mh kept laughing at my actions!!!
& aft a few mins, i risk my life t go and open th main door
just t let tht stupid thing get out of my hse. PHEW!
Now we have nth t do.. ):
mh:ya lo nth to do..
HD: hey, i love you :D
mh:yea ii love euu too!!! sweet hur??
HD: yarh its so sweet tht i suffer from diabetes liao lo. Next time treat me chocolate lah, i dont tak sweets, rmbr?
mh:hahaa ok woman!! eh wait r we gg t post this??
HD: OFCUS! we should share these t th others (:
mh:hahaa!! hey guys do euu noe y we r doin this?? cos we r shooooooo~~~ bored larh:]
HD: okayy.. lets end our chat here. gg t watch movies nw..
BYEEEEEEEEE
MH:BYE!!!!:]

2008-09-06T03:11:00.003-05:00

送我回家的路上

你沉默默不说话, 我努力讲冷笑话

我想我明白了吧,你的冷漠会解答. 我们之间都在逞强

别说我还会遇到更好的男孩, 别说还是朋友太老派.

该分开, 就分开!

谁说我没长大, 谁说我不够坚强. 就算受了伤也不会害怕! 有一天幸福再造访

谁说我放不下? 谁说不能去原谅? 虽然有时候还是会想他

对的人却在另一个方向( i guess its referring t *****)

一个人有好多梦想. 离开了, 才能各自飞翔

hm those in colour one rly reflects me of my story..
Enjoy!

2008-09-06T02:21:00.002-05:00

Been quite busy lately..
Had t help mum do housework & stuff.
These few days also got relatives including grandparents coming t our place t visit mum.
yesterday me&sis cleaned up th whole house. NOW is spick & span! Hahaha!
I did some gardening but got pricked instead -.-
ooo yes, ss & eng N LVL exams are over alr!
For SS, i only know how t do SEQ. Cos i sucks in SBQ. hee:x
Eng was rather okay. hope tht i can pass ba!
Hais.. when will mum's leg healed?
it pains me t see her in pain ):
even th doctors say there is nothing they can do
except for once a week da physiotherapy.
GOD's power rly works eh!
I prayed t GOD for smth positive & it rly works! :D
i hope tht you all can understand tht bcos of my mum's condition, i cant go out.
Had t stay at home & take care of her.
So, i would lik t say sorry t these ppl & even had t reject you all. SORRY!
1st: my dear jiemeis (movie session)
2nd: yong yuan da hao peng you- yl&jas (mugging session)
3rd: amadea's bday party
4th: jasmine&candace(church serv)
hmm i got a song t share w you all, its been said tht its lik my story..

A fact that is unbelievable

2008-08-30T00:04:00.003-05:00

Hi herworldherlife!
Sorry for neglecting you.
You should understand that your owner is busy studying!
Hence, no time t log in & entertain you..
BUT i promise i'll login t blog more often when i've got th time t spare, alrights? (:
Hais got th super bad news frm hueiyin on 23 Aug
She was crying over th phone tht day.
I rushed over t her place immediately aft my church service..
She say she'll wait for me at th bus stop
But in the end , i reach there & NOONE was there.
It was raining so heavily & i have forgotten t bring my umbrella
Luckily, MH came & fetch me (:
kh&lm was sobbing away & all i can do is t comfort them..
still remembered th last time chang hong talk t me is when i was sitting alone & fanning myself
thn he stand by th window & chatted w me
he even tease me but now he's gone forever
Witaya: th last memories of him was when i went airport t study w kyl&jas
& when we were abt t leave, saw him & he wave t me.
Now, they are both lying motionless.
This makes me realise that life is so unpredictable
So we should fully cherish those who are by our side! (:
REST IN PEACE, GUYS!

yesterday in school celebrating teachers day..
so many of our classmates nv came.
Luckily Lm&yw came if not i will be alone sia.
th concert that they put up was splendid!
especially th skit that th teachers put up
mr kenny tan, mr ng, miss tan shin shin, mr chew, & 3 more female teachers
it was damm funny lah (:
Mr TAN YY came back also.
Asked me how's my chem, & i told him so-so lo.
Mam weili also came back, ah i missed her soo muchh! ):
Played SOCCER during pe!! WOOHOO!!
I LOVE SOCCER LAHHSS!! :DD
Bare footed in th field was quite disgusting but quite a experience for me..
HAHAHA i accidentally fell down in the muddy field while trying t kick th ball
I screamed immediately as i didnt expect it!
& everybody was like laughing at me!
aft sch, went home & accompanied mum t polyclinic for x-ray
this morning, didnt went for my chruch service
as i wanted t stay at home & really study ss!
Hardworking hor? :p
hahah somebody also said that t me! :x

2008-08-17T00:00:00.002-05:00

16 AUGUST: BCHIN's BDAY!!! :DD
Happy 16th birthday..
Couldnt do much as i was busy mugging for geo. 7 chapters!
Hehehh anw, i am th FIRST t wish him! Yeah~~
GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR 'O' LEVELS~

yesterday i was extremely delighted over little little things..
limin knows it..
accompanied her t the photoshop t print stuff for her art
& bought lunch for bro aft tht.
MONDAY onwards is the start of prelims
shittxz im NOT prepared!
Given up hope on maths already.
Tue: phy&chem
Wed: Geo (my only hope)
Thu: F&n (haven start studying yet, gone case)
Fri: maths pp 2

wht can i do? GOD: wish me good luck! Amen (:

2008-08-16T22:53:00.004-05:00

honoured t cut the cake w the bday girl (:

Our spaghtettis
Table no. 17- secret story by jas

10 AUGUST

KYL's bday!!!

Went out w jas,crystaline,kyl t celebrate.

Met at 5pm and off to bugis for our dinner

PASTAMANIA!!!

everything was as usual until j&c said tht they wanted to go to th toliet

ah hah thts when our plan started! hehehe!

im supposed to mak kyl sit w me

BUTTT she dont want t cooperate w me, making things difficult for me, HORR??

i tried t convince her by saying tht i feeling cold help me block th wind, refuse t budge

lastly, i said come come take peecha w me lahh thn she agree. PHEW FINALLY!

i smsed them saying tht you all can come in liao

& heh heh they carried the bday cake w candles lighted up already!

everybody were lik looking at us lah.

but no way are we gg t be shy (:

sang th bday song and asked her t make wishes (ahem we know clearly wht the content is abt :x)

we gave a share of the cake t the guy tht allowed us (look lik my jap actor in absolute bf, HAWT!)

from jas blog: 'i wind up a story, saying tht he will blog inside his blog about 4 girls gave him a cake and one of th girl wearing specs might like him'

HAHAAH!

spaghettis->pizzas->cake

damm full (:

Shop around bugis and went t city hall

in hope tht we could watch th fireworks

but in the end, we MISSED! ):

nvm, continue shopping around raffles city

kyl treated us t ben&jerry. yum yum thanks! :D

tht night, me&crystaline were really mad.

Both of us want t be 陈太 wannabes

HAHAHA:x

Jas bought a red watch, me&crystaline bought th same watch

COOL! I like my new watch (:

Mrt back t bedok mac and stayed there t countdown for her!

Cabbed home aft tht (:

happy birthday KYL! :))

2008-07-26T04:59:00.007-05:00

(edited)

BRYAN! Hehes:DD

LM dearest (:
kyl,me,mh
MH! (;

Teddy bear cake that i bake for bchin! (:

Me.kyl.jas bake for crystaline! (:

On 19 of july, i became a child of GOD!

converted t christian (:

i believe its th wisest decision in my life..

i hereby encourage those who have nt accepted GOD into their life

t accept him and you will experience a change in your life!

21 july

Racial harmony day!

Pass bchin th early birthday present

which consists of th pic that we took tgt during carnival

and of cos th teddy bear cake seen above!

i even took a picture w him! ((:

today

woke up at 7.30

angelina gg with me for my checkup at SGH

(she's rly a good friend, man! )

finally i can discharge already

neednt go back anymore(:

aft checkup, we headed for church service

surprisly, saw 2 of th band juniors there!

Sandra and cecilia?

Anyway, today's church service was FUN FUN FUN

CLIQUE 2!!!

Th drama was nicee ~

...............................................................................................................................................................

Pastor: Shirley

psalms 25:16-18

Taking god's hands of friendship

1) Look to GOD for his grace. Grace is GOD's kindness. Always near us.

The best present from someone is his presence. Hebrews 13:5

Never will i leave you, never will i forsake you

The king of universe chose to stay in our heart.

Experience the presence of GOD

when everything goes wrong, GOD has given us his presence

HE CARES! (:

2) Look to GOD for his help. GOD is able to help us, if you are willing.

Some things are beyond our control.

3) Look to GOD for his salvation. To have a friendship with GOD!

2008-07-13T06:28:00.002-05:00

Went KTV w mh, lm, yw&kh

plan for another session soon, alrite?

i dont understand smth!

why must 'you' purposely do this in front of me?
1. t mak me jealous?

2. 'you' also lik him

3. or 'you' are just a bitch!

i seriously dont understand.. ahhh!!!

I HATE 'YOU' !!!!!

)):

Rushed t do finish my coursework

& finally its done!

meeting kyl at 8.15pm t stardy!

GOODBYEEXZX!!!

2008-07-05T10:18:00.004-05:00

left t right: YL's, JM's & mine (;

Perks: I LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

alrightzz i know tht i hadnt been blogging for a period of time!

Busy lahhh, you know. STUDYING!

ANYWAY, OUR CONCERT WAS A GREAT SUCCESS!!! (;
though im not taking part in th upcoming competition

but i wish th rest of you ALL THE BEST & JIAAYOUU!! ((:

from now on, i can finally focus on my studies!

w/o worrying tht band take up most of my studying time.

my 'O' and 'N' level oral are over le. Now left with written exam only.

today

went for band celebration. mr ktan ordered 20 boxes of pizzas for us.

THANKK YOUU!! :D

aft band, went home t change

thn went out agn for study session w JM&YL at starbucks!

went home at around 8.30pm (:

zzzzz i guess i dont know why i miss you.

2008-06-20T06:38:00.002-05:00

Band was not too bad!
Was really happy tht we got FULL ATTENDANCE tht day! (;
kept hopping around lik mad. hahah!
BUT.. there's one thing tht i want t say once and for all!
those who are also playing th accesories part tgt w me for mazama
PLEASSSEEE CONFIRM WITH ME WHAT YOU ARE GNA PLAY.
(but make sure tht th part tht u play, u know how t count and play confidently-.-)
Me, chee hoe & zameer already confirmed our parts. I play th tambourine.
Chee hoe gna play th shaker&windchimes.
Thn zameer play th suspended cymbals&finger cymbals.
So now, left with vibraslap,animal bells&another finger cymbals.
If one of you decide t play th f.c , i need t hear 1 sound *TING* & NOT *TING*TING*
I really need you all t play well, if not later sir taufiq gna scold me agn ):
just bcos he put me in charge of this -.-

Anyway, watched 'GET SMART' today w yuchen..
dont ever start guessing weird things ahs!
its just watching a movie only nth much. REALLY!
its a nice movie though.
I lik MAX! He's soooo cool lah when fighting against th bad guys!
hahahahah:D

By th way, on wed bryan called me!!!
no lah, its bcos yiling go press his no. thn hung up
so, he called me back twice.
th first time, i accidentally slide down my phone
thn th 2nd time, jasmine helped me t answer.
he said tht i sound lik v scared t talk t him! LOL!
it wass NOOOTT MEEE WHHO ANSWERR YOUR CALL LAH!!
how can u not recognize my voice??!!
totally disappointed in you! ahah!

I miss you
I miss your undivided attention
I miss th times when we spent tgt
I miss those days where I am always placed first
I miss those days where you would do anything for me

BUT
Im glad I made this choice
Im glad I didnt go on further
Im glad I chose t stop
for I never knew what could be in place if i hadnt choose this way.
I was almost ruined when all seemed t be th end of me.
There was no turning back, but I am thankful tht i am found once again.
Saying t rehab is a torture for addicts but t abstain is a breakdown for me.
Everyday was the yearning for th touch, th attention, th words, th call
Just yearning for you
I wonder if drugs were ever as strong.
But each day passes with a new beginning
which gave me th courage t carry on w my beautiful life! (:

2008-06-17T07:36:00.009-05:00

IM PART OF TH TIMPANI! AHA!

HEYYAAA, I REBONDED MY HAIR! (;

Its been 3 years since i rebonded..

oh no, percussion is falling apart!

i see & hear quarrelling between members. why is this so?

shouldnt be this way, right?

MUST BE UNITED LIK BEFORE!

PLAYING MUST BE PERFECT!

cos.... we are PERCUSSION!!! :DD

sooooo, let us work RLY HARD FOR THIS COMING CONCERT!!

加油加油加油!!! ((:

I've got 6 out of 9 songs which are MY SOLO!!! HAHAHAHA!! :D

By th way, today i just patched back chee hoe & afiqah! yeah~!

Next will be camelia & velda!

come on, there shouldnt be any forever grudges between you guys.

yesterday

Band as usual.

Headed hm aft band, bathed & went over t yiling's hse!

Jas & yiling were applying th straightening cream on their hair when i arrived

it was damm funny lah when we helped them t wash their hair!

let th pictures do th rest of th talking :D

Im not happy :(

2008-06-11T03:00:00.004-05:00

i know i know, deep down inside me IM NOT HAPPY!
IM SAD!
IM HEARTBROKEN!
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.
.
.
.
im on th brink of crying out loud.
i know i shouldnt cry over you-not worth!
bt i just couldnt tak it anymore :((
i told myself ' ignore him lah, forget abt him'
HEIDI: dont tak it seriously lah, he's just playing a fool out of you! Aft playing, he will throw you aside! Even when he walk past you, he act as though you are invisible, strangers!
If i were given a chance t tell you smth, i will tell you tht' you're nothing, even if i burn you, your ashes will cause air&waste pollution! (ps: my friends, i realise tht im abit not tht nice in th way tht i speak right nw! :x)
Normally, im not lik tht da, so dont worry! (;
BUT.. if you mak me hate you, hohoho THTS IT! (you will get th same treatment!)

I still hate you- Th end!

oh fine, im getting emo right here. SMILEEE, HEIDI! ((:
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hey guys, last night was scary, yea?
suddenly it was v windy, and th trees sway lik one kind -.-
i was quite frightened :x
nurruddin thought tht it was hurricane and it's end of th world!
actually i also think so and i kept telling mummy tht ' v scary hor'
at first, she laughed at me thn she went t th toliet.
aft she came out, she came t my room and told me tht ' i can hear th loud howling sound inside, rly v scary lei'
ahahaha! (:
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today

went for sectional at 8am
when i was walking up th stairs alone, it was quite dark and windy *whooo... GOOSEBUMPS*
im th alone one who turn up in percussion!
but luckily, adam came at around 9 plus (my saviour)
bus-ed home w sean,kaili,minhui and nurruddin!
sean and nurruddin are really my best bus buddies!
they nv fail t mak me laugh by their bickering! ahaha! :D
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oh btw, YUCHEN AHS!!!!
there's no need t keep t th promise tht you made t me - im serious im serious!
even if one day u break your promise, i wont blame you for tht!
oh come on, its just a small matter! (:
he's a nice guy i can say. caring t girls. ( 1 of my conditions! :p)
anyway, t those guys tht i have let you down, i would lik t say SORRY!
bcos... before accepting a new relationship, i should learn t let go first! (;
''在接受别人之前, 应该先懂得放开过去'' (chi version)- ahaha quotation from me, nt bad right? (:

2008-06-09T08:06:00.003-05:00

Woke up at 8 plus today
went down t take bus 34 w yiling&amy t airport
t send th badminton ppl
good luck for your competition! (:
bchin came too!!!!
im lik gg mad soon!!
so excited, so nervous
didnt know hw t react :x
think so much also no use, didnt got th chance t talk t him!
only got th chance t walk somewhere near him.
hais nvm im contented enough (:
aft sending them off, he went off w corstiaan t somewhere:(
me, amy,yiling&jiamin (bella's friend) & some other guy friends went bk t eat.
during th meal, jiamin told us some cold jokes. (funny, lame, no link!)
me&yiling went on studying while th rest went off.
Jasmine came & find us
& as usual, we talked abt my ____, jasmine's ______
im always dreaming abt this & tht, crazed over him.
but at th end of th day, i know tht all these will not happen. bcos its lik a dream. & its distance is 58944755661... km away from me. no matter how hard i try, i just couldnt get to tht place. its already locked & i dont hav th key t it.
so, wht t do? ):
moving on t E!hub aft th study session, so as we were packing up,
saw some UNDESIRABLE PPL passing by which is disliked by me!!
oh.... so i heard tht u got a new stead?
im not trying t curse you or whatsoever, bt i really think tht you wont last long w her!
its predictable anyway.
alright, so u kept my mind occupied for th whole day?
emo. zz.
went E!hub for th ferris wheel ride!! *yeah*
we're lik so childish though!
zi lian on th ferris wheel (:
Nothing much down there. bt next time, i wna go to th explorerkid!!! (im still a kid okay?)
walked around at downtown & headed home aft tht.

im sad. im unhappy. im turning emo soon. :((((((((

2008-06-05T07:03:00.002-05:00

Today is th only day i can finally online & blog.
i just heard frm sir taufiq tht 'shenton way' said he dont want t join us for concert.
so, might as well quit band. anyways, *winners nv quit,quitters nv win*
is his loss t quit band! waste my efforts t teach him! haiiss...
had runny nose tht day, bt adam they all thought tht im too sad & cry for him??!!
oh please, i DONT CRY FOR QUITTERS! (:
whts there t cry for anyway?
if he wna go, thn let him go lah. no point forcing him t stay. *miang qiang shi mei you xing fu de* (;
Didnt went sch yesterday. sore throat until no voice.
all my fruit clan members nt gg
xyc ask me t take care of my throat, 'shenton way' ask me t stay at home & rest lah.
so, i did wht im told :D
btw xyc is weird!
out of a sudden, tell me tht he's working as a lifeguard in a pool & blahblahblah...
infocus programme is boring lahhhss !

2008-05-31T05:27:00.005-05:00

im left alone t finish th battle

Th host of th night~

lol, u all didnt wait for my camera t be ready!

Steamboat at steph house yesterday!

it was heart-warming t eat tgt!

esp when we chatted our hearts out & eat at th same time (;

lets hav more of these gatherings every fri, alrights?

Cabbed home aft tht. reached hm at 12.30.

Gna study w yiling now. byebye. (:

2008-05-31T04:14:00.013-05:00

26-28 may

'O' level mt exams over! (:

Headed for band camp aft tht.

Had section competition & ensemble competition

Played 'canto' for section & 'march blue sky' for ensemble.

we played canto in th dark

& iqbal fell down th steps when trying t scare th others! lol! :x

29 may

Singapore flyer~~

Th view from th top is really spectacular!!

2008-05-24T01:46:00.002-05:00

FINALLY TH MT INTENSIVE PROGRAMME IS OVER!! (:
in the morning, we met up & ate at mac for breakfast
in the end, we were late for th discussion:x
yesterday noon raspberry&mango came my house t spend th time till 4pm.
banana&soursop went over t lemon's house.
we craze around, watch shows,eat tgt.
when its abt time, we all met up w th other 3 & go sch tgt.
Hais results were lik shittz! L1B2: 11 sucks right?
1 sub fail which is maths:( expected one luhs
Anyway, today didnt went for church service though really yearning t go.
Neither did i went out w yiling sorry!
Monday 26 may is a very very very important day for everybody!
So lets work hard & good luck for all!!! (((:

2008-05-13T06:26:00.013-05:00

Raspberry, you know me th best !
So here i am.once again.uploading pics
But i shall not showcase all, some will do (:

Ian&Me

Me&sis

Me.Ian.Eda

Elephie~

Abstract drawing (:

Gold miner

2008-05-12T23:57:00.001-05:00

2008-05-12T04:38:00.003-05:00

Helllooo guysxgirls~
Im back t blogging !
Miss me ?
I know u all miss me :x
Hahaha.
oh yes , MYE are finally overr !!!!!
*shout Y-E-A-H*
but th papers are quite tough
& im afraid tht i will fail :(
hopefully i wont ?
god bless me~!

this morning, actually shengwei ask me t go sch tgt
but in the end, he overslept-.-
used t it anyway, everytime lik tht one.
thurs, having th wht-dialogue-session w mr.fathul
sianns.

2008-04-14T08:26:00.002-05:00

Though the path is never ending, and i know that it is gna be v tough.
I will continue to work hard and take a single step at a time till i reach
my destination.

TEMPORARY CLOSURE OF MY BLOG!
Mug for mid-year!
Shall see ya again some other days!
GOODBYE! (:

2008-04-05T04:03:00.002-06:00

Hah i got this thing frm lemon's blog!
Its quite true abt me esp those in colour.

What Heidi Heng Jing Yi Means

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited...(esp when i see *him*:p) which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-03-30T07:28:00.028-06:00

Sry im not thinking of you, im jus daydreaming!

Me&raspberry

Me&nafeesah

For these 2 pics, i look kinda weird bcos of th make-up!

Cherry, Ga, raspberry

Ms teo&us

Therapist for dearest!

I wish, wonder, pray bt none of these came true:[

Ian's beauty! Ahahah! :]

Oh yes, i forgot t blog abt th 5-day trip t ITE.
Eh, it was kinda fun though.

1st day: Mark&Ian help me make-up. lol. tell you, i was so damm scared.

& mark put blusher on my forehead-.-

2nd&3rd day: Manicure&pedicure

4rd&5th day: Facial&pedicure test

Gna upload quite a few pics..